Ten Words of Crackbooks

HELP I RELAISED THIS

I JS REALISED THAT ABNORMALITY DANCING GIRL FITS MY IDEA OF HOW ALEX IS AKDAKKSKAKAKSKKAKAKAKAOAOAO

AND TO THE FAV SONG LIST IT GOES-

"no matter how hard i try, or how much effort i put in; the results aee always average, i can't go on like this"
IN THE MAJORITY OF TWOW EPISODES, ALEX HAD ALWAYS BEEN AROUND 50%- in fact he may have been more consistent that crafty at one point like holy shit

"constantly being manipulated by useless measures of worth"
percentages. just, percentages.

"i've already come to hate this life, so i think i'll restart my life"
he's sick of being the way he is all bc of being overdue, so he basically tries restarting everything about himself

"normality cast a curse on me"
he js wanted to be like those twowers. the ones who easily got prizes. but no, not everyone could be special...

"and i yearned for abnormality"
another idea: maybe he views being overdue as his normal, js like how certain trauma survivors could think that their trauma was completely normal

"i don't have any interest in your differing opinions or pet theories"
kinda a stretch, but maybe this could rep the other twowers, whether it be spicy going "look mate you had it coming" or even them trying to figure out who's response alex's was beforehand-

"i've already locked the door"
he blocked the door in the "too late to be saved" storyline, preventing anyone from getting in

"i went beyond love and hate"
i like to imagine that he has quite an extreme love-hate dynamic to almost every twower, twow voter, cary, and maybe even more,
because nobody cared enough, they just immediately lost it over the repeated length.

"and fell deeply in love with abnormality"
again, js wanting to not be overdue

"and from the ruins of the warped love, it was created - a brand new me"
this was when he gets the idea, to cut off the thing he hated most, and rebirth himself, away from that association

"in a dark room by myself, before the mirror at midnight"
while i never established what time it was, i think i was intending for it to be sometime in the night, and he is IN FRONT OF A MIRROR-

"who are you? who am i? i asked, but recieved no reply"
he gen began thinking that all he was was an overdue book, like oh fuck-

"go crazy x7"
his mind telling him to do it, and cit it off

"dance, oh a brand new me"
the dance is comparable to the snip, symbolising him beginning to get rid of what he hated most about himself, even if it hurts