Chapter 1

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A/N; Hi this is future me talking, looking back on this the writing in the first few chapters of this is incredibly shit, but please stick with it I promise it improves 😭
A/N 2; I'm going back through and editing this whole thing so it should get a bit better.

Texting;

Eras gc 💚💛💜❤️💙🖤🩷🩶🧡💙

Debut 🤠: Hi guys I made a group chat!!

Rep 🖤: How tf did you get my number

Lover 🌸: We already have a group chat 🩷

Debut 🤠: ...

Debut 🤠: You do?

1989 🏙️: Lover she wasn't supposed to know about that

Lover 🌸: Oops sorry guys 😔🫶🏻

Debut 🤠: you have a group chat without me?

Midnights 💙: Yup sorry kid

Debut 🤠: dont call me kid im technically older than u

Folklore 🩶: DON'T CALL ME KID, DON'T CALL ME BABY.

Debut 🤠: What is blud yapping on about

Folklore 🩶: This is why you're not in the group chat Debut.

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Debut's perspective;

Sometimes I feel like all of the other albums leave me out. I know that I don't fit in with them but they could at least try and hang out with me sometimes. At least I have Fearless, we're pretty good friends even though shes a few years older than me.

"Hey Debut are you ok?" Lover noticed me sitting on my bed alone and came into my room.

"Yeah I'm fine, why do you care," I said, my voice dripping with snarkiness. Ok maybe that was a little mean, but they were mean to me.

"I'm sorry that the others were rude to you, I'm trying to convince Reppy to let you hang with us sometimes," Her and Reputation are down BAD for each other, but neither of them will admit it. Lover still doesn't know she's the only one who's allowed to call Rep Reppy.

"Thank you lover, but I'm okay on my own, plus I know Rep doesn't really want me around."

"Okay, if you're sure," She said, and left. I sighed and laid down, burying my head in my pillow after she shut the door.

Everything was normally okay, and I was fine with just fearless... but occasionally it just got a bit lonely. I mean, Fearless was friends with Speak now and Red, so I hung around with them but I still didn't feel like a part of the group. Fearless was awesome though. She was so kind, and friendly, and pretty, not that I cared that she was pretty obviously, just an observation. Occasionally after having a sleepover we would wake up cuddling, which was normal, obviously, because we were friends and that's not a gay thing to do.

Because I have established that I'm not like *that*, not that I have a problem with it not at all but just like

Kissing a girl? That's weird. And unnatural. See, when I think about kissing fearless, it always ends in someone being upset, so that's obviously my brains way of telling me not to ever be with a girl.

Rep's perspective;

"Oh hey Lover," I said as she walked into my room. I quickly checked what I looked like in the mirror and smoothed down my hair. No why are you doing that, she's your best friend she doesn't care what you look like. Why do you care so much? I thought. Lover and I had been good friends for a while, and I had realised about a year ago that I had a kind of massive crush on her. Obviously I would never act on that, seeing as she was my closest, and one of my only friends, and it would kill me to lose her over something as stupid as feelings.

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