I want a relationship.
ok, not any relationship.
enzo's and camden's relationship.
well not even their relationship.
our relationship.
the one relationship I had with her.
the one where we were a secret both times.
the one where we would have sleepovers every weekend.
the one where we could talk about anything.
the one where we would hold each other for hours.
the one where we knew everything about the other.
the one where I would wake up with hickies on my neck.
the one where we would sit on the kitchen counter and drink and smoke everything.
the one where we would sneak out and run.
the one where we could kiss with actual passion.
the one where I cried in her arms.
the one where I snuck my phone back, just to text her.
the one where I would've waited years for.
the one where we couldn't tell anyone.
the one where we would talk on the phone the entire night
the one where I admired her beauty and thought of her as the prettiest girl.
the one where every love song was about her.
the one where I wasn't prepared to lose.
the one where I needed her like air.
the one where I fell in love with and never fell out.
the one where I only think about her.
the one where I was going to marry.
the one where I only had eyes for her.
the one where I still check my phone for her.
the one where I miss her.
the one where I got my heartbroken.
the one where I cried over and still cry over.
the one where if she called I would answer without hesitation.
the one where I am unconditionally and irrevocably in love with her.
( when I rejected Mila I wasn't thinking about Jolie, no when I mention my ex (except for the love bomb chapter) I mean her. I mean her because this is the girl I am in love with. without a doubt.)
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Humormy little lifes this book includes -rants -writing -jokes -lists -memories -short stories they won't make sense most of the time you can text me if you want clarification, sometimes I won't
