oh my god.
it hits me.
it hits me like a fucking semi-truck.
I do like them.
I really do like them.
its not just a silly crush.
its not just the idea of a relationship.
it nots just the idea of them.
its me acc liking them to the point where I am scared of rejection.
I'm almost petrified.
Almost to the point where,
if they don't like me back
i'm scared I cant bounce back.
Sawyer said that I should ask them on valentines.
But ask what exactly?
To be my girlfriend.
no that going to fast.
A date right?
how do you do this.
I don't know how to date.
I've always had a weird start to a relationship.
Like kissing the person before we get together and that sorta anonnces we are tg.
But not this time.
No.
I can't mess this up.
please god.
dont let me mess up.
YOU ARE READING
everything all the time
Humormy little lifes this book includes -rants -writing -jokes -lists -memories -short stories they won't make sense most of the time you can text me if you want clarification, sometimes I won't
