TW // SA - BLOOD - SH - DRINKING
(AN // THIS IS IN NO WAY TRYING TO ONE UP MAY'S STORY. MAY'S STORY BROUGHT UP AN MEMORY OF A SIMILAR EXPERIENCE AND I WANTED TO WRITE ABOUT IT)
I have to have a routine now
because of you
why would you?
because I was drunk?
because you touched me like that before?
did you know
I let you
because
I was terrified of you
I started to drag the knife across my skin
writing your name in my skin
seeing the pool of blood on the floor.
I hate you
but I love you
because
you were my best friend
fuck you ethan
but I cant hate you
right?
cause you fucking committed
so now ill cry,
every
fucking
july
2.
YOU ARE READING
everything all the time
Humormy little lifes this book includes -rants -writing -jokes -lists -memories -short stories they won't make sense most of the time you can text me if you want clarification, sometimes I won't
