everything all the time

ok, i'm done.

you wanna write.

let's write

yeah yeah

I crossed the line.

I get it.

I lowkey saw it from the minute I wrote it.

except when I did publish it,

I was nervous.

but then someone came back

and said something

that made me feel fine

enzo,

unless you decided to explain to may our text msgs, idk man.

the second I published it, you texted me

"FACTS GIRLIE"

when I published p2

you texted me

"PREACHHH"

now. maybe you were or weren't referencing what was said yesterday or the day before.

but

let me get this straight

you only decided to change

LAST NIGHT.

(let me make that clear)

because of events that happened?

but you knew the consequences?

correct?

you knew what was gonna happen to may

right?

your support

lead me to believe

what I was saying

was fine.

but that's ok, wtv.

over it.

now let's talk about

the whole out for my relationship thing

I got pissed at may

because she was being jealous of my relationship

when I came to you, enzo,

for clarification

you were the one that said

she probably is.

so I got upset

because I am "possessive of my relationship"

then again

apparently

i'm also a bad influence

yeah I won't lie

at times I am a bad influence

but

I didn't change kenny

people change within themselves

they chose whether or not

they want the influence

trust me

it's factual

so no

I didn't "change" her

maybe my personality rubbed off on her

who knows 🤷‍♀️

kenny can decide

what she thinks is right

and what she thinks is wrong

i'm not telling her to do fucking shit

let's talk about crossing the line for a sec

I went to multiple people

and asked if I did too much

I think out of 6 people

only 1 person didn't want to answer

yeah, i've been here for a month

sorry I called half of you out for your wrongs

most of you struggle in silence due to the others mental health

that's not fucking healthy

so I said something

I wanted to defend a couple of my friends that said something/vented

(no, I will never be sharing their names)

so I spoke up

i'm an observer

but I have confidence in myself

to not just stay silent

so I observed

I saw each one of you

drown

completely

one by one

and then I became

(did not ask nor reject)

the person you can vent too

but that's that

anyways

if someone genuinely

has a problem with me

don't worry

i'll be gone

before you can even say

"highschool"

i'm logging off for quite some time

account will not be deleted

most likely

will be updating other books

or creating new ones

as of now

everything is happening,

all the time this week,

but i'll keep that to myself now

yeah?

(this was originally written back when enzo posted her first chapter about me)