Babydoll

15

Taehyung was thinking about the promise he gave to Jungkook. It was making him slightly uneasy that he promised to kill someone for him so easily. But what was probably the most disturbing part was, that he really didn’t care and was willing to do it.

He’s had this feeling for a long time that there was darkness inside him. It was probably caused by his fucked up childhood, no matter how normal Yoongi tried to make it, being beaten up, seeing his parents fight all the time and then witnessing his mother killing her husband and herself surely had to leave some traces on him. He just never realized how deep those wounds were.

But now, the more time he was spending with Jungkook, the more it was coming to the surface, whether it was in his actions when the boss took him to an action with him or in the bedroom. He never really thought he could have a pain kink but whenever he thought about Jungkook fucking him hard without almost any preparation, he got turned on so much and when it happened, he felt odd satisfaction and even peace every time he shifted and felt the pain in his insides.

Jungkook came to his room one evening. That was news, he never stepped into his bedroom before, except for that one time he entered to leave the beautiful choker for him.

“The others go to the strip club tonight to make some counts and check things out and they usually stay there to drink,” Jungkook told him as he entered, making Taehyung look up at him with wide eyes.

“Okay,” Taehyung nodded, not really knowing where Jungkook was going with this information.

“Few days ago, my men caught one of Seojoon’s men. He told us some useful information and now he is useless and we can’t set him free so he wouldn’t sing to his boss,”

“So you are gonna kill him,” Taehyung stated matter-of-factly.

“No,” the older shook his head, looking at Taehyung with small, vicious sparkles in his eyes: “You are gonna kill him.”

Taehyung gulped, breath catching in his throat. A rush of adrenaline ran through his body but he was also nervous.

“I am not gonna force you into anything, if you are not capable of doing it, fine,” the boss shrugged.

“No!” Taehyung exclaimed hurriedly. He didn’t know why he felt an urge not to disappoint Jungkook. He wanted to show him that he was strong, that he could do it.

“I-I am gonna do it,” Taehyung said quietly: “When?”

“Guys are leaving in an hour so a bit later. I will come for you,” Jungkook explained. Taehyung knew that by ‘guys’ Jungkook meant his brother and the others that lived here with them. The other members didn’t really care what Taehyung was doing with the boss and they knew better than to chat about it, knowing that talking about the boss behind his back was dangerous.

“How…how should I do it?” Taehyung bit his lip.

“It’s up to you,” Jungkook shrugged: “But shooting is the easiest and fastest way and you’ve been practicing lately so I think your aim is pretty good.”

“Okay,” the blonde breathed out, feeling in haze. Jungkook gave him a content smirk and left.

It was probably the longest hour in Taehyung’s life. He was so damn nervous, not knowing if he could really handle it. He was going to put a bullet through another person’s head. Yoongi would go damn crazy if he knew. On the other hand, who was he to judge, he’s probably killed more people than he could count.

Taehyung’s heart started beating faster when Jungkook came for him and led him to the basement to a familiar room, the room where he helped him torture another Seojoon’s guy. That oddly calmed him down, he remembered how weirdly empowered he felt, causing another human being pain.