Forbidden: FourBEA

Chapter 14

Bea's Pov:

My eyelids flutter open as sunlight fills my bedroom. I yawn a little and raise my hand to cover my mouth then place it back to where it was. Where it was, now that's the question. When I put my hand down gently where it just was earlier I feel something hard yet soft and warm. I raise my eyes to the comforting face of Four. We slept together... Get your mind out of the gutter! Not like that! We literally only slept together. 

My hand was placed on top of his stomach, thats what I was feeling. Soft because of his shirt, and warm because of his body heat. I smile a little at my neck thought. Hard because he must have abs. I shake my head a little and bite my lip smiling as I inhale the scent that surrounds me. His usual scent, metal, along with a hint of a cologne... It suits him. My smile only grows as my eyes go back to his soft sleeping face. 

His eyes closed but I can see his eyes moving underneath his eyelids. Dreaming about whatever must be on his mind in his calm state. I wonder what. I keep my eyes on his closed ones as I remember the way he looked at me with his deep oceanic eyes last night. They were filled with such warmth and love. No words could express the way I felt in that moment. 

My heart beating out of my chest when I first saw him at my door. Racing faster then the train that carries the dauntless from their home to around the city. Faster than the speed of light. Then my eyes land on his slightly stubbled cheeks. I suck in a deep breath as I skim the back of my fingers just over his strong face. I remember the way, when he kissed me, I held his cheeks in my hands. I remember feeling how smooth they were, hardly any stubble. Either way he looks perfect to me. 

After that I let my thumb and my eyes slowly skim over to his lips. My thumb just gently runs over his lip in which when I pull my thumb away, his lip slips back into place with a small sound. I smirk just slightly as he moves just slightly and under the covers I just now noticed his arms around my waist and watch how they pull me closer to his chest. As if even now as I'm awake, he'll fight off my nightmares with just his bare hands. Awake or asleep he's always there for me. And I should have seen that from the start. 

As I'm pulled closer my face goes to rest on his chest and his arms meet at my back and lock into one another as a hold while he tucks his face into my hair. Well there goes any idea of me slipping out and making breakfast for us. I sigh softly and can't keep my smile off my face. Breakfast can wait. This is too perfect. 

After a few minutes I feel his lips plant a small and delicate kiss on my head and his arms move but just to hold me a little tighter, almost forming a hug. He murmurs something into my hair that I can't quite make out. "What was that..?" I ask in a soft whisper that even I can hardly hear. He pulls away from my hair just by a few inches. "Good morning my Bea..." His tone matches mine and I feel my smile coming back as I move my head slightly to look up at him. "Yours?" I ask in a mocking tone, but always in a soft whisper as I search his eyes. 

With every day that passes I swear his eyes get deeper and I wouldn't mind loosing myself in them, with him holding me. "If you'll have me..." He says with a slightly smug look on his face as he searches my eyes in return. His pointer finger gently sweeps a hair from my face and to behind my ear as he waits for my response. Will I have him? "You think after making out with you several times, having you in my room and bed two times now I would want you?" I ask in all seriousness. His small smile that was formed slowly fades as he hears my comment and I can't help but grin. "I don't just want you Four, I need you..." I search his eyes as they light back up and he smiles and he shakes his head. "You little..." He chuckles then slowly brings his hands to cup my cheeks as he gently leans in and kisses me with love. I wrap my arm around his neck as my bottom one grips his shirt tightly. 

But wait... I pull away quickly and sit up. Crap I haven't brushed my teeth yet. I'm kissing him with morning breath. Oh god... "Bea..?" Four asks in a worried tone as his hand comes to rub my back gently to sooth me. "What's wrong?" He slowly sits up and stretches. "I was about to make out with you with morning breath." I groan and bite my lip nervously as I put my face in my hands. 

I hear him chuckle and I peak from between my fingers at him. "Bea, I don't give a damn about morning breath so get yourself back over here and kiss me." He smirks and lays back down as he wiggles a finger for me to come back over to him, teasingly. I shake my head smiling and giggle. I start getting up but his hand wraps around my wrist. "Don't." He groans, carrying out the word and huffs. I smirk and look over my shoulder at him. "What is it?" I ask, suddenly intrigued and wondering what makes him want me to stay in bed so much. 

"It's not the same once you get out of bed. You can't snuggle and fall back asleep together. Stay a little longer." He pleads. And although the gesture is cute it only makes me wonder how many other girls he must have slept with to know this feeling. "Know the feeling do you?" I ask under my breath, but since it's still so early in the morning and not a thing is stirring around the house except us, he hears me. "What are you talking about?" He asks sounding slightly offended. 

"Bea I've never slept with anyone, sexually at least. And you're the first person I've EVER fallen asleep next to... let alone got into a bed with." He smiles a bit and I can't help returning it. I guess if he did, I can't hold it against him, but it's still a good feeling knowing that I'm his first. I sigh dramatically then lay back down as he does a first pump then pulls me back into his embrace. I smirk and can't help shaking my head slightly as he holds me and cuddles me. 

He's adorable.

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~DauntlessDivergent99