Forbidden: FourBEA

Chapter 5!

Okay so only one more chapter cause its passed 1 am and i have to do homework tomorrow/ today UGH!

BEA P.O.V ~

I go help the factionless. I give them food and water and clothes.

I see my old neighbour Susan and she smiles at me. I smile back slightly. I keep working then as soon as we're allowed to leave I look around for Four.

I don’t want to talk to him. Well. I do but I'm sure he doesn’t want to talk to me. Not after the pain I must of put hi through with that kiss. UGH. I'm an idiot or doing that. What was I thinking?! I'm not Dauntless! I'm Abnegation. Abnegation doesn’t pull stunts like that.

Maybe I should of picked Dauntless… Maybe Four was right. Either way we would of met.

Maybe we were meant to meet. But I don’t think anymore then that.

If we were only supposed to meet and nothing more … Why is my heart telling me different?

I sigh quietly. He's not here. Of course he's not. What was I thinking? Maybe it’s a good think he isn’t.

I walk to my new home. My own.

It's a few houses down from my parent's house. I walk in not needing a key yet. It looks exactly the same.

It's like I never left. I didn’t I guess. I walk into my living room and sit on the couch. I lay down having a backache and fall asleep dreaming about Four.

I see Four. Four he's there. I try to say his name but my voice doesn’t come to me.

I don’t focus on it. I only focus on him.

Wait. He's holding something. He…He's raising it at me.

His lips are moving but I don’t hear anything coming out of his mouth. I cant read his lips. He's holding a gun.

He's pointing it at me. Wait. No. Four! Stop! What are you doing?!

Isee him click the bullet into place with ease.

His eyes are on mine. His lips may not be moving but I can tell his eyes are speaking for themselves.

They look sorry. Almost apologetic. Sad even.

They're pleading. All I hear is his finger pull on the trigger.

I don’t hear a shot. I don’t feel anything.

I look down and see red coming from my clothes.

But… why am I wearing Dauntless clothing?

I fall to my knees holding my wound.

I tip over to the side and my head falls to the floor hard.

My eyes are still on Four's; refusing to let go.

I cant.

But… He doesn’t let go either.

 

My body jerks up.

I look down to my wound. It’s no longer there.

I'm back in my Abnegation clothing, on my couch.

I bite my lip. It was a dream.

I hear banging on my door. That must have been what woke me. I walk over to it. Who would be at my door at this time in the evening?

I open the door and see Four and another tall guy who looks about his age with him.

“So this is the girl?!” The tall guy says.

Four hits him in the stomach with his hand while keeping on a normal smile with his eyes on me. “Hey Bea.” Four says as he bites his lip.

“Damn for a stiff you're hot” The boy says.

I blush and look down. My head is down but my eyes look up to Four as he smacks the boy over the head.

“Zeke. Do everyone a favour and shut up?”

The boy, Zeke, nods and walks off. “I'll go check around to make sure its all clear.” He calls back to Four.

I bite my lip and bring my eyes back down. “So… Do I get a hi?” I can hear his smirk in his voice.

I bite my lip harder and say in a small voice “hi…”

He sighs. “C'mon Bea you can't do that. That’s not fair…” He whines like a little kid. God he’s cute.

“Do what..?” I ask in the same small voice. I hate using it but I have to be careful of how I act especially inside of my own faction territory.

“Do that!” He says while laughing slightly. He has an adorable laugh. “Kissing me in the middle of the factionless and then after I come looking for you and show up at your door step you act like you don’t even know me…” He bites his lip.

I pop my head outside for a few seconds and look around. I see hardly anyone outside and no one is looking my way.

I quickly pull Four inside my house and shut the door. “You need to shut the heck up.” I say resting my back on my door, relaxing.

He laughs “There she is!” He smiles widely at me.

He has a gorgeous- NO! No thinking about his looks! He smirks at me expectantly.

I get up all the courage I have and walk towards him. “Listen up. I'm only going to say this once. I kissed you once. So if that’s what you're here about. To make fun of me for being so stupid or get…. Get it again then you can just leave.” I point to the door.

He looks at me shocked. “Bea…”

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-DauntlessDivergent99