WARNING- mentions of SH and an attempt.. please do not read if u are sensitive to these topics.. u will not hurt my feelings if u skip..
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5 months.. Clover went 5 months doing harm to her wrists, legs, and stomach
On this particular night.. she decided the enough was enough, it was her time..
So she walked downstairs, seeing all her uncles and father sitting there watching tv
"Hey guys.." she mumbled
Not only was she not feeling the best.. she didn't look the best, the boys could tell something was going on.. but just put it off as the kidnapping being the cause
"Hey babydoll! How ya feeling?" James asked her, generally concerned
"Fine.. I just wanted to see y'all and say hi.." she mumble back
James smiled softly "well hi baby, oh and hey next week there's someone I want you to meet.." he informed her
She nodded, gave them all a hug.. and went back upstairs to her room, starting her plan
She pulled out the razor blade, starting to cut her wrists vertically causing blood to gush out fast
She hissed as it burned, but she liked it.. she deserved the pain
To make sure her plan was successful.. she grabbed the sleeping pills hidden under her pillow
Pouring out a bunch and shoving them in her mouth, swallowing them
This plan of hers would work one way or another..
She felt like she couldn't live anymore.. constantly being reminded of how fat she was.. how she was a mistake.. and the nightmares of how she almost died..
She wished that night in 1986.. was successful in killing her.. and only her..
Not long after she laid her head down, feeling the blood drain out of her..
Her breathes started to get weak, that's when she heard her door open and a loud male scream
She weakly opened her eyes to see.. that the one person she was doing all of this for.. was there.. crying.. begging her to stay with him..
Her father...
News: Clover Ray Hetfield age 9, was pronounced dead... we send our regards to her father and family.
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