Insomnia [Stray Kids FF]

ㄴChapter 5ㄱ

"Oh hello y/n! Just for your knowledge, I'm here as well!", a scary laughing voice gets your attention.

You turn around wondering to whom this voice belongs. But there was nobody, you get scared and turn around trying to find the person, but nobody was there. The creepy laugher stay and echo in your head. Soon they get over into a long and high pitched tone and it gets harder and harder to stand properly. As these lights come up and draw lightning straps around you, you can't hold yourself anymore and fall to the ground. With your last strengths you force a tiny scream: "Doctor!" And then you pass out.

Slowly you wake up and realize a big and colorful room. You're lying on a bed that seems like one from a clinic. Turning your head left and right you realize a person with a white smock in your room. You get panic and try to wake up from this dream, but nothing helps, hectically you turn around and the person in the room gets attentive to you.
He turns around and smiles cheerfully: "Y/n! You're back! Do you feel better?"

You make a confused face and look into his eyes, but surprisingly he seems really nice: "Eh? Who are you? And where am I?"

"That are no good signs!", he says worried, "I'm doctor Williams and you're in ***, that's a psychological clinic. Momentarily are we taking care of you and try to solve your mental problems. You came here yesterday and after dinner you passed out in the hallway."

"Oh god, that means I'm not in (your home country) anymore?", you're completely shocked.

"No you're not.", he shakes his head, "I read your medical records from doctor Kim, you moved to Thailand right after your graduation."

"I heard this name before, I think I remember her...", you think loudly.

"Well she's at the moment here in the clinic, would you like me to go and get her?", he asks with a little hope in his voice.

"Yeah, that would be nice. I can't remember anything from my life here.", you hope getting things solved soon.

Doctor Williams nods and leaves the room. Slowly you sink back into the sheets of your bed and think about everything carefully. It seems like one of those dreams you had in Thailand. Wait what?! In Thailand... yeah right... in Thailand! Everything's correct, you're living here, but you can't remember anything instead of the sleepless nights.

The door opens and a familiar face comes inside: "Hello y/n. I'm doctor Kim, can you remember me? Doctor Williams told me already about your condition."

"Hello, doctor Kim. I can remember you and since I heard your name I remember already my apartment and those sleepless nights. But unfortunately nothing more.", you admit feeling sorry and looking down.

She slowly walks next to you and points with her hand on your mattress: "Do you mind if I sit there?"

"No.", you simply respond and make a little space next to you.

Doctor Kim sits down and carefully stroke your arm: "Listen y/n, you don't need to feel sorry or ashamed of the situation. It's totally normal to have these symptoms in your state and also it's very important that you're here. Think about it, what would have happened if you were at home? But now, try to get back your memory, I'll sit here for a moment next to you and you can try completely relaxed to remember something."

"Thank you so much.", you say getting your smile back.

"Well that's my job!", she answers proudly.

You close your eyes and think about what could have happened the last years. Slowly your memories rush back one after another and you directly open your eyes.

Doctor Kim looks at you and realizes your changed behavior: "Just tell me right away, when something comes into your mind. Then it's easier to remember..."

"Sure, so I live here in an apartment and I'm having a job and a colleague, who is also a friend named Sina. I came to you because of my psychological terror and now I'm here in the clinic.", you looked at her proud about remembering those.

"That's a lot, but I'm happy it came that fast! Can you maybe remember what happened yesterday?"

"I got here and went to my room with a lady, she helped me to organize my stuff."

"Yeah that was probably Julia, she is the woman working at the registration."

"Okay after that doctor Williams came to see me and then I ate dinner."

"He was the one here today. Can you remember?"

"Yeah. But not right away, it came back to my mind just now."

"Okay. Can you remember what happened after dinner?"

"No... after dinner everything is black."

"Don't worry, it will come back. I'm happy that you remind the other things and your existence in Thailand.", she says happily.

"Can I maybe go outside, like for some fresh air? I won't go away from the clinic... just in front of the door.", you ask hesitant.

"Okay, but I will go with you, you're not going alone. Normally we would have our appointment now, we can do it while walking downstairs and back here."

"Thank you so much!", you say happily about getting some fresh air. 

"Then let's go.", she helps you out of bed since you're still a little bit weak.

Hooked into her arm, you make your way to the door of the room. Doctor Kim opens it and as you step out you can hear someone laughing creepy. You tighten your grip around her as you remember what happened yesterday.

"He is back again!", you half scream to doctor Kim.

"Who is back?", she asks holding you to calm you down, "here is nobody."

"But I can hear him, he was here yesterday!", you start shaking.

The creepy voice threats you: "This was just a little reminder for you!".

You start shaking heavily and...

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Authors note

Just the words...

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