"too be honest with you, I don't think it's good for your health. You should stop with it.""But why?", you ask tears coming into your eyes.
"It's just a time limited effect and once it stops you will have a relapse and it will be hard to recover.", she says serious.
"I don't want to stop.", you try to protect the boys, that make you happy through their music and even get you to sleep.
"Tell me reasons.", she says without any facial expression.
"Well where should I start?", you think for a second, "first of all, it's something Jieun and I like both and always talk about. Second, they make me happy through their music, it's like their lyrics speak right out of my heart and last of all, they let me sleep and drift to dreamland."
"To be honest I didn't expect that. I thought you would start talking about the boys and not about their music."
"I like them as well, but I don't now them really, only through videos. I didn't watch enough to get to know their personalities."
"Okay, if that's the case, I think I can't force you to stop.", she is silent for a moment, but still gets the word back, "I'm just cautious, since one of my patients fell into a hopeless love with a celebrity. I didn't react on time and she fell into an imaginary relationship with that person. Once she realized everything was fake she fell into a deeper hole then she already was."
"Oh I'm sorry for that, so I think your worry is justified."
"Yes, then see you tomorrow!"
"Yeah, till tomorrow.", you say leaving the room of doctor Kim.
On the way to your room you thought about what doctor Kim said. I mean, I really like Stray Kids a lot. But not like in a relationship, in my opinion I need to have personal contact to the person I fall in love with.
"Yo, y/n!", a voice screams from behind, knowing it was Jieun, you turn around.
"Yo, Jieun!", you imitate her and laugh. She basically runs up to you and hugs you. You're already used to that by now, she does it every time she sees you, even if the last time was only five minutes ago.
"There are big news!!!", she say hysterically!
"Okay, tell me!", you say curious.
"Listen, I was on my Instagram account the last half hour and ten minutes ago Stray Kids posted something!", she tells happily.
"Well, that's nothing unusual.", you respond ready to unlock your phone and look at it, but Jieun gets it from your hand.
"Wait! I want to tell you! It's something special!", she says offended.
"Then don't take that much time! I'm curious!"
"Okay, drumroll please!", she commands you and you do one with your hands on your legs, "Stray Kids announced their tour dates and places!"
"That's amazing!", you half scream.
"Do you know what's more amazing?"
"What?"
"The last stop will be here in Bangkok."
"You're joking right?"
"No, I'm not!"
"OMG! We need to go there!"
"Definitely! I already asked the doctors and they agreed with it! But the concert is already in a week since they announced the dates while they are already touring."
"Oh no, I fear doctor Kim won't let me.", you look down in front of you, "I told her about Stray Kids and she thinks it's not a good influence on me. I was just able to convince her, that I'm allowed to go on being their fan."
Jieun doesn't say a word, she just hugs you. A minute later she finds some words: "Well, you could try it at least, right?"
"Yeah, I'll try it!"
"Do you know what else is really cool?", Jieun asks again.
"No, how should I know what your head is thinking about?"
"Stray Kids is today the last day in Japan!"
"And that means?", you're not able to follow her thoughts.
"Well, that means... they are leaving tomorrow and fly to Bangkok!"
"Why that soon?"
"There are rumors, they want to have a short break here and as well want to get to know the city."
"Oh god, that means, from tomorrow onwards we are in the same country with Stray Kids!?"
"You got me right girl!"
"Okay, I need to prepare me for that!", you say laughing and Jieun joins you.
You wake up from your sleep, it's already late and you pressed four times the snooze button of your alarm. Suddenly the door flies open and Jieun runs inside, she is definitely hyperactive at the moment: "Y/N!!!"
"Oh god! Jieun what's wrong?", you jump out of bed to hug her.
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