Insomnia [Stray Kids FF]

ㄴChapter 10ㄱ

As you stop crying for a moment you look around you, but when you look behind you to the path you came from, eight black clothed men stare at you.

Their hoods or caps pulled over their faces and masks covering the rest of it. You slowly get panic. They walk up to you and you start shaking. Your body begins to get sweaty and your breath gets faster. One of your old panic attacks is back! Your vision gets more and more blurry as you try to stand up and run away. But you can't run, you don't have any strength left. Your body collapses into itself and you zone out. The last thing you realize is the men running in your direction while you think: "That's it. Now is everything over. Not only me being a psychological problem, as well it will be me in some perverts hands!"

As soon as you wake up in your clinic bed you slowly realise you zoned out again. But this time there were eight men in front of you, the ones you saw in the park.

Doctor Williams is next to you as well: "Hey, you woke up again!", he says cheering.

"Yep, I'm back.", you simply respond.

His gaze turns serious: "Young lady! We have something to talk about!"

"Oh, yeah. Probably.", you say realizing that your park visit was discovered by now.

"If something like this happens again, we have to lock up your room in the night! You know that it's dangerous for you to go out alone and as well at night!"

"I'm really sorry! It won't happen again, I promise. The reason is just that I didn't felt well and needed some air and some alone time!"

"Oh goodness! You're here because you don't feel well! We're supposed to take care of you!"

"Yeah, I got it.", you respond getting anxious because of the criticism.

"Look, what would have happened if these guys, wouldn't have brought you here?", he looks over to the men.

A little tear escapes your eye, but you try to hold back your emotions.

One of the men clears his throat: "I'm glad we were able to help!"

His voice seems familiar to you, but you don't think about it any further.

Doctor Williams goes on with his speech: "Think about it, maybe you could have suffered from a way much worse relapse, by lying in the park the whole night without help! Or maybe a pervert could have kidnapped you, whatever. Everything could have happened!"

Another tear escapes your eye. It was hard for you to receive criticism, ever since you always got criticized by your grandmas.

"Doctor Williams, I think your thoughts are all right!", another men speaks up, "But I think she understands it and she wouldn't do it again. No need to use this harsh criticism."

The first time doctor Williams turns around and faces you, he realizes your tears and directly changes his attitude: "Y/n, I didn't meant it like that. I'm sorry, I was just worried about you. I hope you can understand."

"Sure, I understand. I mean I made the mistake and yeah I swear to god, it will never happen again."

"Good, then we agree.", he smiles a little bit, "Then I'll get going. All of you have probably a little bit to talk about. Y/n, don't forget to thank them!".
Then he turns around and leaves.

Now you're alone with these men, who look like a whole kidnapping gang. But on the other hand, if they were really that dangerous, doctor Williams wouldn't let them stay with you. So you decide to say the first words.

"Well...", you wait for a second until all of the guys attention is on you, "Thank you very much for helping me last night. I don't know how I could repay for it. But I'm really really thankful!"

"No big deal, we are happy, that we were able to help.", one of them answers, but you get suspicious of his voice.

"We saw you yesterday in the park crying and thought about going to you and ask if you need help, but then you collapsed.", a deep voice tells, "Then we——"

"Hold on!", you half scream confused.

All of them stare at you.

"I'm completely sure, I know your voices!"

"Oh well, we forgot to introduce ourselves.", a men says taking of his hood and his mask, while the others look at him surprised, "I'm Bang Chan."

The others did the same:

"I'm Lee Know."

"My name is Changbin."

"Well I'm Hyunjin."

"I'm Felix!"

"I'm Seungmin!"

"I'm Jeongin."

"And last but not least, my name is Han!"

The only thing you can do is look at them. You don't trust your eyes and have no facial expression. Next to your bed is a glass of water, you take it and drink a sip. Then you slap yourself. Realizing that everything isn't a dream, you can't really think about what's happening right now: "Are you kidding me? Is Jieun here somewhere? Is she trying to prank me? Oh my god!"

"Well then I suppose you know us?", Chan asks curious.

"Sure! I'm a stay! Not really for a long time, but since I'm here. Your music really helps me through a lot!", it's bubbling out of you.

"Oh I'm happy it does!", Changbin says with a proud expression. 

"I think the doctor mentioned it before, but what's your name again?", Felix asks nicely.

"Oh, it's y/n!", you answer, getting nervous by their presence.

"That's a beautiful name!", Seungmin and Jeongin state at the same time. They look at each other with a deep stare and begin to laugh about their synchronity.

"I mean I can only agree with that!", Hyunjin says a little bit flirting.

"Thank you.", you try to hide your blushing.

"Well, I'm really sorry, but we need to leave soon... we have an appointment with our manager, because of the concert. I think you know about it...", Chan tells, but somehow he seems sad, about leaving.

"Yeah I heard about it.", you respond, trying not to look sad.

"Are you coming?", Felix's asks hopefully.

"No, they won't let me.", now you can't hide it anymore, that's embarrassing.

"Oh I'm sorry for that! I bet the other boys and of course me would have been really happy to see you there...", Seungmin says feeling sorry.

"Nevermind. One day I'll be able to see you on stage. Even if it's after death, then I'll look down from heaven!", you grin, but still feeling sad.

"Okay, I never thought about something like that!", Han laughs a little bit.

"Boys, we need to go!", Chan stands up and walks in your direction. Your heart beats faster because of the sudden near of your idol. He stops two meters away from you: "It was nice meeting you! See you soon!"

All of the boys say goodbye to you and start leaving the room. Until one is left, Lee Know, he stops in front of you as well.

But he doesn't say goodbye directly, instead...

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Authors note:

Here they are! Our favorite boys <3

The chapter is a little long, but nevertheless I hope you liked it : )

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