Insomnia [Stray Kids FF]

ㄴChapter 18ㄱ

Being already near to your apartment you get nervous, because the car is still following you.

"Mr., did you notice the car behind us as well?", you say starting to shake.

"Yes, I did. Probably they are following us."

"But, why? I thought they couldn't see me?"

"Yeah, that's right. But Stray Kids took longer to get outside of the van and also came late to the airport, I think, for them it is suspicious. But as well, fans are still trying to find a secret office from JYP Entertainment in Thailand. But to be honest, there is none here."

"Oh"

"Let's try to get rid of them and drive a little bit around. I can't let you out like this."

"Okay, I hope it works."

"I hope so too.", he laughs.

After driving an hour around the city, the pink car was finally not behind you anymore. The driver parks in front of your apartment and escorts you for your own safety inside. In front of your door, you thank him and say goodbye.

Inside, you let yourself fall into your bed. You try to sort your thoughts, but there are too many.

They are really my friends?

I was with them at the airport?

They kissed me?

Wait, they really did kiss me?

Wtf! I can't believe it!

And what did Minho mean with: "Well, I hope this showed you, how we see you."

Do they want me to be more than 'just' a friend?

What the hell am I thinking?

This can't be...

They probably only teased me...

Yeah, that was the reason.

You stand up, making yourself some tea. When you sit on your couch, you think about Stray Kids and the times they sat here with you.

To distract yourself from being sad, you start scrolling through your phone. A few days ago you registered for a newsletter from universitys all around the world.

A new mail was in your mailbox:

Dear interested students,

We are a university located in Seoul.
We want to introduce to you, the new study opportunities for the upcoming semester.
In the last years we already made a lot of progress, but for the upcoming, there will be something new.
Everyone who is interested in music should feel addressed!
There will be a lot of new subjects to study, as an example: Music Production, Singing, Instruments, Dance Pedagogy and a lot more.

We hope to see you soon as our new students!

"Yay! This is exactly something for me!", you say to yourself happily.

You send directly an inquiry to the university, as well with a lot of questions, due to the fact that you are from Thailand.

Then you look at your clock, realizing you need to go to doctor Kim and as well visit Jieun. You make your way outside your apartment and to the clinic. With doctor Kim you speak about the fact, that you want to study in Seoul and about how you can continue the psychological treatment.

"Y/n, there are two ways, one would be, to do video calls with me, but I don't think it would be effective. The other way would be to search for a new psychologist."

"Okay, but how could I find a new one?"

"I can help you with that, I think you already can see by my name that I'm from Korea."

"Actually, I never thought about that, but right!"

"I'll search someone for you."

Then your meeting went on like normal and after it you visit Jieun. Like every time she is really happy to see you and hugs you.
You decided not to tell her directly your plans on leaving abroad, you'll tell her one day before that. Instead you would feel too guilty to leave her.

On your way back home you check your mailbox, the university already sent an answer. They said, that you should call them to talk about everything calmly.
Back at home you directly call the number, that was in the mail as well.

The phone call was very long, but the woman at the other end was really nice and also answered every question you had. She even took you in directly as a student for the next semester, which will start in a month. She told you to take a Korean course to freshen up your knowledge, the university has one as well.

It starts next week, that's why you need to make a fast decision.

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Authors note:

Just the words again :)

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