A KISS SO FORBIDDEN YET WARM || DRACO MALFOY FF~(DM/D.M.)

give it to me

Draco kissed me passionately ,not letting me breathe. I did so too.

My hands wandered up to his hair again ,but only played with his platinum strands this time.

"It tickles" He chuckles in between kisses and I huffed out pretending to be annoyed.

Suddenly his hands slid down to my waist and also even further.
"Jump" He whispers.

I hopped a little and he caught my legs ,whilst I wrapped them around his waist.

He put me down on a random table after pushing everything on it away with one swipe of his arm.

"Draco" I breathed ,suddenly pushing him away. It was weird for me ,very new, very unusual ,even though I wanted it so much.

He looked at me ,in my eyes. He was also breathless ,but still hungry ,greedy.

"I..we..Aaagh I don't know!" I hit his chest with both fists lightly and buried my face into his chest.
"I'm scared..how will this go on?" I whispered.

Draco also stayed quiet ,probably also unsure ,maybe scared aswell.

I'm afraid I started liking him too much. The guy ,who doesn't fit into my story. The guy, who makes fun of me a lot. The guy, who belongs to the darkside.
The guy, who's a deatheater.

Enemies ,I swore to stay away from. I promised my mother ,atleast her shadow.
I promised my newfound brother and friend.
I promised my friends and my classmates.

I broke that promise.
But..Hermoine and Ginny already gave me the greenlight..

But Harry..Ron..my mom..

I slowly got a headache from too much thoughts and scrunched my brows.

"What are you contemplating about" Draco whispered. His fingers were now drawing circles around my back and I didn't notice.

"Noone..wants us together Draco" I whispered and straightened my posture so I could look in his eyes again "We're like Romeo and Juliet, ofcourse the legal version" I chuckled faintly.

He did too ,but got serious. "If you want..we can keep it a secret..between us"

"But.."

"It's the only solution we have now" He assured me.

"I..hate it"

"I know. But noone wants us together" Draco chuckles ,but it was heartbreaking. It was the saddest sound I've ever heard in my life and his face never looked more unhappy.

My eyes filled itself with tears ,but I tried my best to not let them show.
"We found eachother..it should be a happy moment"

"I'm sorry it had to be me" Draco whispers ,his voice shaking slightly.

But instead of comforting him ,I punched his shoulder to which he widened his eyes.

"I would probably never settle for anyone else. I don't know if I'll do that in the future ,but I don't regret any of this Draco" I smiled.