A KISS SO FORBIDDEN YET WARM || DRACO MALFOY FF~(DM/D.M.)

tear

I looked at the ceiling ,the potential energy holding my tears in my eyes ,making it look like resin art ,whilst my lips quivered.

I let out a shaky breath.
"You don't deserve this Draco. No one does"

Silence. Utter silence yet again ,but I didn't mind it.
He needs time.

"..what do you have to do for the dark lord?"

"I-I can't tell you"

I didn't care what he had to do. It was something bad ,it always is when the dark lord is involved ,but what's important now is that Draco was forced into this.

"I'm gonna make tea" I said standing up and pulled him with me but he hesitated.

"Do you think tEa is going to make this better?!"

"It's probably not ,but what else can I do?!"

"Nothing! Just leave me.."

"I won't Draco! That's not how it works!"

"You hate me! Just keep on hating on me mudblood!"

"It's not gonna work now Draco. I know ,more than enough. You can't change my mind with that fake persona of yours"

For a minute, he had to process my words and I just stared at him.

"Come on" I say grabbing his hand and rushing into the kitchen to make a tea ,whilst I let Draco sit down on a random chair, watching me make his tea.

"Why didn't you tell anyone?" I whispered while putting the tea herbs in a teabag.

"Huh?"

"You fool. You didn't ask for any help..all these years" I said a little louder ,but kept on making the tea.

"Don't tell anyone"

"Ofcourse not! Why should I?! I am just as stressed as you are"

"Why"

"Because I want to help you ,but you're not helping me and I will land in Azkabaan once they find out"

"But you did nothing wrong"

"You neither Draco" I stated and the room was filled with the familiar silence again.

I gave him his tea and he took it slowly. After a few blowing, he sipped on it and closed his eyes whilst his hands wrapped around the teacup.

His left arm suddenly started twitching and I saw a pained expression on his face. How could I never notice..

I got up and searched the infirmary for bandages ,which I found pretty fast.
I went back and started bandaging his arm after cleaning it with a wet cloth.

I felt his stare on me the whole time ,but bandaging him right now was more important.

"My friends would kill me if they found out" I laughed out and he also cracked a little smile.

"Potter and his little crew?"

"Don't call them like that! Why do you hate them anyway" I sighed.

He just shrugged and put on a certain expression ,which tells me it was his father. I know it was.

I just let it go and finished up his bandage ,which he can easily take off if needed.

"Thanks" He muttered quietly and I nodded.

He already finished his tea and I saw his eyes struggling to stay open.

"Go to bed Draco. I'll see you tomorrow" I smiled and started cleaning up whilst he dusted himself off.

Nevertheless he did wait for me and so we left to the dorms together.