LONG FOR YOU |1| HYUNJIN

[SIX]

🥟Hyunjin
November—2019🥟

We all sat around waiting for Lee Know and Felix to finish cooking dinner in the kitchen. Han was singing with Changbin as they performed karaoke loudly. I'm convinced they'll be the cause of our eviction from the JYP dorms, they're so damn loud. It might be a good thing, though; our own Stray Kids haven. "Keep singing, guys, I can't hear you!"

"Get your ears checked then, don't try to make us all dead with you." Seungmin said, glaring at me.

Wow, are they just going to let him talk to me like that? Seungmin must be luck I'm not in the mood to hurt someone. I am kinder and very much better than all of them.

Is that even proper grammar?...I understood it so, obviously.

Seungmin and Jeongin were watching a k-drama on the sofa in the living room. I sat next to them loosely sketching a drawing while listening to Han and Changbin scream and rap, but sadly no singing to soothe my ears.

"Ya, Chan said he's on his way back." Lee Know called out from the kitchen. Seungmin and Jeongin muted the TV and Han stopped singing. We all put down what we were doing and started getting the things to set up the table for dinner.

Felix was putting brownie mix into a glass pan and I gasped."Felix, you're making brownies?"

I love when he bakes, he makes the best brownies you'll ever taste. "Yea but it's not for tonight, it's for tomorrow." I frowned.

"Why, what's tomorrow?" I looked around; everyone seemed as confused as I was, everyone except Felix and Lee Know.

"Chan will tell you and when he does don't overreact," He said, we rolled our eyes.
Sitting down we waited on Chan for five minutes that felt like days.
"Where is he?" Han and Changbin asked in unison.
The moment they finished speaking, the door to our dorm swung open and Chan walked in.
We all began to complain and bombard him with questions.

"Chan, where have you been?" Demanded Changbin.

Chan sat down, sighing . "I'm sorry, there was an argument between some trainees." We all nodded "oh" together.

Jeongin shared stories about a shopping trip with his brother, while the rest of us discussed our upcoming schedules as we ate.

"Regarding our schedule, we'll have a busy day tomorrow." The majority of us groaned.

We've been relaxing, taking a much needed break because you know who left. BangChan said we did have to do a lot until December.

"What are we going to be doing tomorrow?" I asked,

"Meeting our new member." Some of us spit out our food (Han and Jeongin).

"Is it a new trainee?" Seungmin asked and Chan nodded. We all looked to each other skeptically. We don't have a problem with a new member but a new trainee? They'd have to be pretty good to skip most of their training.

"That's not even the craziest part." Lee know chuckled.

"There's more?" Changbin questioned.

"Yeah, she's great at dancing." My head whipped to Chan as Han stood up abruptly.

"A girl?! In our group? Around us??!!!" Han asked and Bang Chan sighed.

"I told them not to overreact." Lee know said finishing his food.

A girl? Is that even allowed? Is JYP okay with this?

"I have so many questions." I mumbled

"That's where u was all day, JYP suggested finding a new member was optional. She's really good at dancing, her stage presence needs a little work but I think she's fit here."

We all stayed silent for a while probably grasping the idea of a girl being in our group. I'm sure it wouldn't be so bad, I'd accept but it would kind of be weird having an outsider in our family.

Also, what if she's weird. And knowing my charms and attractiveness, she'll definitely fall for me. That would be problematic. I'll just wait to see what happens.

We all helped clean up and went our own ways, I headed to my bedroom, lay on the bed, and scrolled through Instagram.

With Chan's approval I made a secret fan account, I always make sure not to show it really me. I scrolled on my feed for about an hour before I came across a girl's live. Not just any girl, the girl who pushed me on the street and the pretended not to know who I was in the elevator.

She's also the girl who bumped into me at the café. Why are girls everywhere. I haven't thought of it, but now I'm realizing she was here around the same time they had auditions open.I really hope she isn't the one joining our group.

I hope she succeeds and gets in a group we don't need to interact with. It's too late she knows what I look like.
This is all JYP's fault, the man already acts like a clown, and now he wants to put this random girl in our group?

Ahem, I'd like to apologize for disrespecting the person who pays my bills, taxes and other expenses...

Anyway, I refocused on her when she began to speak.
"I'm back guys, I've been busy, but I'm here now." She said, and I saw people were commenting song names, I think.

"You want me to do a listen to your favorite songs?" She asked with a beautiful sm- I mean a regular smile.

People were commenting lots of songs, so I decided to join in even though I don't usually.

I started typing in the chat. 'Sing Hellevator by stray kids'. I didn't expect her to read it out loud and agree.

"I mean, I don't know what Stray kids is, but I'm trying to learn 4th gen K-pop because I only really know like two groups."My eye widened, she really doesn't know who we are, and yet she's been to the JYP building.

She presses play, and "Hellevator" begins to play. She's vibing to it, so she must have good taste. Not only that, but she starts singing along to the song after playing it over and over. Her singing is amazing... or I mean it's okay is what I meant to say. Her pitch is a little off...

"Guys, I'll be gone for a while, I'm still becoming a trainee but only for a few months to a year before I join a group.."

My heart stopped, of course, I was right and I knew I was right, she's gonna be in our group, our family. I dot trust her.

I should go to bed, Chan wants us to wake up early.I leave the app and shut off my phone, but before I plugged it in and went to bed, I quickly opened it back up and followed her @kim_moto.17.

I don't know why I did that, though. I turned away, facing the wall and falling asleep thinking about her.

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