LONG FOR YOU |1| HYUNJIN

[ELEVEN]

🦎Kimiko
June 17th—2020🦎

It's been a fun but crazy few months. After December Hyunjin and I started my dance lessons, and now I see truly how good he is at dancing, and the fact it's all self taught is wild. But thankfully I indeed got better at my dancing skill, almost as good as Hyunjin but not on his level.

Stay knows I'm the new member of stray kids though because I accidentally walked on camera during Lee Know's live in the practice room. So Lee know had to explain who I was.

I have already recorded an album with them and it gets released today, on my birthday. They all agreed I've improved in dancing and my stage presence. BangChan added me to Vocalracha because I am a vocalist.

I've gotten to know all them better than when I first met them. Like me and Changbin started going to the gym together regularly, Felix and I bake sometimes or we'll help Lee know cook. I watch K-dramas with Seungmin and I.N. Han and I play video games and Hyunjin told me he likes art so I've been trying to draw so we have a common interest.

Seungmin showed me the survival show they were on. I binged watched it and all I have to say is, why? I cried the whole entire time I watched the show, I'm glad he showed me it but why did it have to be so sad. I was actually mad at my dad but I've calmed down now.

The past 2 weeks this month, we've been promoting our album Go Live and I have to say my favorite song is Easy or God's Menu. During the M/V filming for the songs, it was really exciting to do and to see how quickly the boys go from playful to business serious.

BangChan is really caring and it makes me feel loved being in this group, I couldn't have asked for a better group of friends to be with. It's true about what they say stray kids, they're a tight packed family.

Minho's personality is something else and his resting face is scary but he's just as sweet as the others. I remember for my first Christmas with them he made me a soup because I got a cold.

I treat Jeongin and Seungmin like they're my kids, they're so cute, I just had to adopt them as mine. If someone tried to hurt them they wouldn't get a chance to.

Han and Changbin have the same broken humor and infected me too. They compliment each other so well, but I like to think of them as BangChan's problem children. They also have this "very fun" competition where they try to see who is the loudest. An example, I'm sitting in my room, two dorms away and I can hear the faint sound of their singing. Regardless of the noise Changbin my gym bro. We have different workouts because I'm just trying to stay fit, but he wants to get buff, and I can't wait to see the results of his progress.

Right now, we're just sitting around the dorms. I had drawing in mind but when my notifications went off I chose instagram instead. The staff gave me the go ahead to continue live-streaming. And my followers have been asking when I was so I started a live.

🥟HYUNJIN 🥟
I sat on my bed drawing a sketch of Kimiko. I don't understand why every time I try not to think about her, I end up thinking about her. I came up with a solution, I draw her on paper so she can get out of my mind, but it's not working...Right when I finished the sketch I got a notification from Instagram.

*Instagram✨Kimiko🦎✨ is live! Hurry and join!*

I clicked on it, just a little curious, I liked he live the last time.

"Hi guys!" She waved to the camera, she repeated in Korea and Japanese.

"Can you guys guess where I am?" She asked and the translated it again. Does she do this for every live?

I typed in the comments asking 'where' for the fun of it. "I'm in the living room." I rolled my eyes. Really, I thought you were underwater.

It's a good thing I'm monitoring her live, make sure she doesn't do anything stupid. I saw people in the comments asking where Stray Kids were and demanding to see us.

"Chan is out and Hyunjin is probably sleeping in his room. I don't know if the others in their dorms are awake." I saw some people in the comments were immediately spamming calling her a liar.

Someone said, 'She's just a fan who wants more followers and attention.

She frowned, and her face became a little red. The comment made me a little disturbed, she's literally in all of the m/v's, she's on our platform and we mention her name all the time.

I got up from my bed. It's time to put my acting skills to work. I walked around in the background pretending to be tired like I just woke up.

She didn't say anything so I went and stood behind her, placing my hands on each side of the couch.

I leaned forward to get my face in the camera. "Hello," I said waving to her phone. I mistakenly looked down to check on Kim, but she was already looking at me, our faces were too close for comfort. Immediately I pulled away clearing my throat, Kim was a little red in the face and I could feel the same thing happening to me.

"Hyunjin, your sweater." She pointed with wide eyes.

My zipper wasn't fully zipped showing my bare chest and thankfully not my nips. I quickly zipped it up and turned around migrating to the kitchen embarrassed. Shit, so much for trying to help. See this is why you don't help people, it causes you problems.

"Do you know what the others are doing?" I asked her still half way turned around but she shook her head.

"No, I'm going to hang out with a friend soon." I nodded and fully entered the kitchen to make breakfast for myself.

"Do you know where Chan is?" I ask grabbing ingredients from the fridge.

She shook her head. "I think he said he was meeting with JYP or something, he'll be back soon." She told me and I nodded.

I finished what I was making and went back to my room. I grabbed my phone opening Instagram to take a quick look at the live comments

@bangchannie_143 said, 'you guys saw that right👀?'

@hyunjins.toes commented, 'they're into each other, that stare 🥰 if only Hyunjin would look at me like that."

First off, what kind of user is that? Why my toes? Next, i didn't look at her any differently than I do to others.

I sighed, now stay is going to post my chest everywhere. I left the saw live and decided to keep checking out her old posts. I clicked on her first post. It was just a picture of her at the beach.

In about an hour I had learned all the people she followed, all her posts and stories and then I finished watching her live. Look, I'm not a stalker, just... curious.

She knocked on my door and I instantly put my phone under my pillow.

"Chan is back so I'm going to go." I nodded and she closed the door. I wonder when she's going?

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