🦎Kimiko
December —2021🦎Right here, I laid on the floor upside down staring at the ceiling like something was going to happen. Of course nothing did. It was Christmas time and most of the group were with their families.
I couldn't be with mine because my mom had a big role for this movie where she was a main character, and my dad was doing JYP things. So that left me to watch my little sister at my parent's house. She's barely even one and yet, so quiet. Which I don't mind, I'm literally obsessed with her. It's a lot taking care of a baby but she's really nice and gives me no problems.
The only problem? My parents still want me to make Christmas dinner for extended family coming over tomorrow. It's so stressful.Right now my baby is sleeping peacefully in her cot while I lay on the floor. I haven't moved in a few hours because I'm scared to leave her alone by herself. Sleeping or not, I feel something will happen and it'll be my fault and I'll be guilty of it for the rest of my life. Then I'll never have kids because no one's going to marry a reckless woman, and then I'll be sad, lonely, depressed, and old like Chan. Then I'll hate the whole world and be a bitter old lady who has no hopes, wishes, or dreams—
I'll stop now. I sigh again but it's barely inaudible. As much as I love my little sister she's the devil incarnate when someone messes with her nap time. I am not trying to be the victim of loud endless screaming and baby spit up like my dad. He just never learns.
I'm so bored though. I hope everyone else isn't bored like I am, hope they're having fun. Like Chan, I bet he's having fun with Hannah and Lucas and their parents, and berry who I still haven't met, yet. Han with his older brother and parents and his new dog he got last year. Bbama is so cute I'm so jealous. And Minho with his three cats, I bet he secretly has more though. And Changbin with his sister who's really nice but I've only met her once. Felix and his two sisters. Olivia is a lot like Hannah but in a different way if you know what I mean, I haven't met his youngest sister though. Jeongin, my youngest "son", I hope he's having so much with his family. I've met his older brother, super sweet guy. I've never met Seungmin's sister but the way he talks about her shows me how caring she is for him. Still, I hope when my little sister is old enough she'll talk about me that way. Lastly Hyunjin, I don't even know where to start. Ever since the scary episodes we did for SKZ CODE my brain scrambled when I'm around him m, I stutter and my heart goes crazy but I don't understand it.
Why now do I feel this way? I don't think I ever did before... So what's different?
The ringtone of my phone shakes me out of my trance, my scrambled thought of Hyunjin disappearing. I quickly grab the phone answering it. I look to see if my baby woke up. Thank God! She's a heavy sleeper. I pick up the baby monitor and leave the nursery. I don't even take steps or feet away from the room, even the damn door is still open.
"Hello?" I asked in a hushed voice. It's probably my parents asking about my sister.
"Kim, it's Jeongin." Jeongin replied like it was obvious. Well my bad, I just answered the call.
"Hey Innie, what's up?" I asked ignoring his sass. I started calling him that because the fans do too.
"Me, Seungmin and Hyunjin are at the dorms. We're all tired of being families and we wanted to know what you're doing." I bit my lips in slight annoyance.
"Oh, um." I mumbled not knowing how to respond.
There are pictures of me and my parents together in this house, too many to even count. I don't even know if I'm allowed to have them over. I mean I have a great excuse but I could never turn down Jeongin.
"Uh, I'm taking care of a baby right now..." I said, and I heard a little commotion. Then a loud, "WHAT!" Come from the other end.
"How'd that happen? And how come we didn't notice?!" I heard Hyunjin ask. He sounded more angry than confused. Third time I've sighed today man.
"Hyunjin you cannot be serious." I don't know is these joking or not but be so for real.
"She's probably babysitting dumbass." I heard Seungmin say to him.
"She's sitting on a baby?!" I heard Jeongin ask. Oh my, I knew Hyunjin was a pabo but not my baby Innie.
"Min, I'm telling Chan you cussed." I addressed first and I heard a loud, "shhh."
"And Jeongin, I'm not actually sitting on the baby. The term just means I'm watching the baby." I heard a loud "Oh," from the other side and I smiled to myself.
"Why don't you guys come over for a while before my parents get back from work, I'll send my address." I said, I can definitely pull this off.
"Yay, but your parents work on Christmas week?" Seungmin asked.
"Uh, yeah why?"
"You're so lucky!" He yelled then hung up. I laughed a little.
It's always funny when Seungmin acts weird then says he's the most normal in the group. But that's total lies, I'm the most normal and the council of Stayville decreed it.
I send them the location and I do a little dance knowing how far they are away. I think I'll have enough time to hide all the photos to any evidence that I have parents. I know how odd that sounds coming from an orphan. Fortunately the baby woke up while I was on the call and surprisingly didn't cry. I picked her up and put her in a play pen in the living room but she wined so I held her on my hip.
I hid photos and any certificates and other things with the names, Son Ye Jin or Park Ji Young on it. I moved through the whole house or anywhere that wasn't locked. My sister was stuck to my hip the entire time but I guess I shook her up too much because she threw up on me. And it wasn't the small spit ups babies do it was like she literally threw up everything I fed her. All over my pajamas too. But at least it gives me a reason to change and maybe look good for Hyunjin, not that I'd actually want to impress him. And of course also get cleaned up. I'm the best babysitter there is.
My mission to dress nicely for Hyunjin failed badly, these pants, and one of my favorite hoodies, not impressive at all. I mean technically I don't know if he even feels a speck of what I feel so why would I dress for him.
I played with my sister on a blanket happy she's having fun and making her baby noises. Picking up my sister I carried her to the door on my hip. I checked who it was and then opened the door.
"So, you weren't lying about the baby."
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