The Change

Chapter 21

After Jeydon broke up with his girlfriend we sat in the living room and watched Netlflix till sunset "I'm gonna go to a party, see you guys later"Jeydon said, then he left, After a few movies we decided to go to bed.

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It's been a few days since we've seen Jeydon, lately we've just been at home watching movies or facetiming Roxy. We've been seeing my mom alot more and she seems to be getting out more and we did volunteer at the animal shelter "So do you want to finish up the movie from last night?"Dalton asked as I walked out of the bathroom with wet hair "I was thinking maybe we could go to the mall, get out of the house and maybe just hang out there"I say "That sounds like fun"he says "I'm gonna call Roxy and Jane"I say grabbing the straightener off the table in the living room and walking back into the bathroom "Can I call Cole?"he asked "Yea, why are you asking me?"I ask "Cause of what happened last time he hung out with us"he says "I don't mind he hangs out with us just don't let me get drunk ever again"I say as I finish drying my hair "Can do"he says then he walks away, I call Roxy and Jane and put them in a group chat on speaker so I could straighten my hair "Hello" both of them say at the same time "Hey do you guys want to go to the mall with me and Dalton?"I ask "I'd love to"Roxy said "Yea sure gives me some time to get away from these kids"Jane says "Okay we will be heading out soon"I said "Ok bye"Jane said then she hung up "See you soon"Roxy says then hangs up, after I finish my hair we got into Dalton's hummer and we picked up Roxy, "Hey Cellen, Hey Dalton"she says "Hey"I say then we picked up Cole, so I got in the back with Roxy.

After we got Cole he sat in the passenger seat and we when to the mall. Once we arrived we walked inside and I went into Claire's to by a choker. Then we go to get cookies and a smoothie "Hey Roxy, can I talk to you?" I ask her "Sure"she says and we walk into the bathroom. "What's up?"she asks "I'm still depressed, and I really don't like it."I ask "Okay well listen, self harm isn't going to make it any better so stop picking at your stitches"she says "You've noticed?"I ask "Yea it's pretty obvious, but you need to get out or maybe dye your hair a different color or go on a vacation, just you and Dalton" she says "I'd love to go on a vacation with Dalton but we don't have the money, so I guess I will just dye my hair"I say "No your saying that like you forced too you have to be excited atleast pretend to be happy"she says "Roxy, I pretend to be happy everyday, I walk around with a fake smile on everyday" I walk over to the sink and I just stare at it "I try and make sure everyone else because I want everyone else to have what I can't have. To be happy"I say "Cellen, I'm sorry. I just don't know what to tell you"she says "How did you get through it?"I ask "I sat in my room all day everyday and I cried myself to sleep, I just stayed in the dark all the time, I barely came out of my room I starved myself. My parents were worried about me but they talked to me about it and that made it worse cause during the time all I wanted was to go to the mall with my mom so she could buy my clothes and we could have a good time."she said "So I should go to my aunt's and talk to my mom?"I ask "If that's what you want"she says "I'll give it a try"I say "Alright"she says and we walk back out to Jane, Dalton, and Cole.  "Hey can you drop me off at Ally's?"I ask "Sure can I ask why?"Dalton asks "Cause I want to see my mom"I say "Okay after we finish up here I'll take you over there"he says "Thank you"I say kissing his cheek "We should totally go to hot topic"Jane says "Totally"Roxy says "Well me and Cole are going to go into this store behind us"Dalton says I lean over to see what they were talking about "As seen on TV?"Roxy says "Yea my little cousins got these cool things from there and I want one"Cole says "Okay well we will meet you guys in the candy store"I say "Okay see ya then"Dalton says. When we got to hot topic I got two pairs of black jeans with rips in the knees and a Memphis May Fire T-shirt.

Dalton's POV

After we looked around the whole store for what Cole was looking for we finally found it in the back of the store "What color?"he asked "Green"I say "Okay you want one?"he asks "What is it?"I ask "Its a wubble bubble ball"he says reading off the box "Do they have blue?"I ask "Yea it's only blue in the dark"he says "Alright"I say Cole hands me the box and it looks like a giant bubble "Cellen is going to hate me"I say. Once we got to the candy store we already bought our candy and we are waiting for the girls "Hey how much longer are you guys going to be in here?"the guy at the counter asks "We are just waiting on my girlfriend she'll be here in a second she's just upstairs"I say