Only He Remembered

Chapter 22 - favor funeral

>>> >>> Warning : Abuse, Swearing <<< <<<

July 27th 2016. Jack with his boyish clothes walks amongst the crowds of New Yorkers until he arrives to the place where he forgives. A place where it changed everything about him, and it will determine his morality by the hotel of rosewood. The incident that happened here is still embedded in Jack's mind and he doesn't mind it for now. Jack has learned today thanks to Joshua's help. Upon touching the lobby of rosewood, Chandeliers and luxurious items span across the place like crazy. Jack doesn't mind those and he enters through the elevator after he was checked by the securities up front. His breath fills the space that is inside of the elevator and anxious slowly takes over. Jack steps out and is now walking on the enriched hallway. The ragged yet clean carpet and the buzzing noise of the fancy lampshades that are sticked on the walls makes Jack nervous. He makes it to the door where it all began. Just seeing the cool wooden design on the door forces Jack to look away in shame, and he slowly knocks to make things quicker. Jack takes a big gulp when the door slowly opens. He had millions of thought for each millisecond. The times where he was with Britney, and how he truly loved her so much. Perhaps Jack has changed his personality this year.  The mood of his changed his sexuality. He doesn't know what he really is anymore when he knew the fraction of reality even when he's already beyond more than 25 years old. Nicky takes a peek to see Jack standing outside his door. He starts talking to him but with a tone feeling of not missing the person anymore. " you're here again huh ? What do you want now ? "

Jack didn't expect for Nicky to talk in a tone like that. He felt more nervousness after that. " oh...uhh... well... can I come in ? Perhaps we... we can talk... you know... ? "

Nicky changed his tone when he sees Jack touching himself on his side, feeling guilty or embarrassed. " well... Didn't expect a visitor... or even you to be here...but alright... you may... "

Jack nods a bit with a happiness smile as Nicky slowly opens the door for him to get in. Nicky takes a peek outside in both hallways but no one is around, to which he promptly and quickly closes the front door as he feels unsecured. Jack looks around his hotel room, and it was a bit messier than he can expect. Nicky explains to Jack that it has been messy because of something he cannot say. Nicky is truthfully hiding something from Jack, and we may not know for the meantime. " look...please don't mind the mess... just sit down and...let me get a coffee for you okay ? "

Jack sits down on this supposedly messy couch. Jack couldn't do anything but to wonder why Nicky is a messy person now rather than a perfectionist. His pride and rich quality should not be the reason now and Jack looks onto the endless void or nothingness as he sits down on the couch waiting for Nicky to come sit down with him and bringing two hot coffee for the both of them to indulge. " Alright... Hot brewed coffee for the both of us... This is so sweet hehehe...well...for now... "

Jack tuned in when Nicky said something about the phrase, for now. " Huh ? what do you mean by for now ? Nicky is there...something wrong ? "

Nicky looks down with fear. prevailing to reveal the truth. " umm...no... I just... have a messy habit for now... "

Jack is still skeptical about Nicky's sudden change. " oh...well... whatever makes you happy ? Look you can talk to me all you want Nicky... I won't judge... "

Nicky turns happy and feels wholesome when Jack said that. He felt comfort and nourishing feeling. " you... your love is like a nature to me... hehehe... "

Jack giggles from Nicky's response and he straight up cuddles him because of overload of love. " mmm... You're so warm...hahaha... I love it... please... don't let me go... "