Void Stage

The curtain was lifted from the front of my eyes

Tree: "Ok, fine, then listen. She sacrificed her life force for you and got captured by the witch. You are here now, not just because of pure coincidence. After you left her, she indulged herself completely under lord's devotion. Because of her sincere wish you got the book. The first time you lost your life due to your recklessness, she saw a bad omen and then she went to find you in your room senseless. She sacrificed half of her life force for you, but even in her last moment she couldn't see you for your selfish dream. She got into the car accident. Again after life she abandoned the pleasure of heaven and chose to continue looking over you. The angel got so impressed by her devotion that out of goodwill the angel decided to show you the correct path, but you lost that chance due to your anger. Due to her continuous denial the angel had to leave her in the astral realm. She continued to watch over you. She is the one who showed you that diary she wrote to you and motivated you to go back on to track. While you were training in the forest, she met Sant and informed him regarding you. Sant got empathetic towards her and decided to help you. All that happened there was the plan of Sant and his student. Ajay was already a student before you both met. After you mastered meditation, you started to see ghosts. But she never went near you, thinking that it could affect you emotionally and can disrupt your ambition. You stalled after the first chakra, so she attracted your attention towards that deer. After awakening all the chakra you again misinterpreted the instructions written in the book and your soul got out of your body. Before she could understand what had happened, you entered the higher spiritual realm and she lost track of you. Then when she found you you were going into a restricted path which is designed to confuse evil souls. She had to enter into it too. And she saved you from there. After returning back, she became apparently weak. That time the witch was roaming around there to capture wandering weak souls and saw you back. The witch tried to capture both of you, but she fought with her. But as she had become weak after escaping from the mirage, she could not protect you and her at a time. So she made a deal with the witch. She agreed to surrender to her If she will transfer all her penance to you and leave you alone. She made a soul seal with her and after giving all penance to you, she forgot all the memories about you. The main condition was that, 'If she will cause any harm to you, then she will lose her powers slowly.' So you were able to defeat the witch today."

I realized that I was in complete darkness till now. I had always thought that I only neglected her. But the truth is I had only seen the tip of the iceberg. She couldn't remember anything about me, it was all my fault. It was like she was living in a never-ending fog, and I was the only one who could see the truth. I tried to talk to her about it if she could remember anything, but she was just standing like I was a stranger standing in front of her. My brain was flooding with emotion, my heart was crying restlessly but tears were not forming due to lack of physical body, causing even more pain. I sat on my knees and requested the divine tree, "You told earlier that you can grant a wish of mine? Please I beg you to restore her memories?"

Tree: "Ah! such a desperate plea, but I am helpless. I can't fulfill this wish of yours. I may be able to assist you, but first, be sure that this is what your beloved wishes too. Tampering with memory is a delicate art. What if she will hate you even more after restoring her memories? Can you handle new pain? If you still want that, then once take her confirmation. If she truly yearns for her past life, then I will tell you what to do next."

I: "I am not sure what to say, but I am desperate. She does not remember anything, what can she tell regarding her wishes? I will try my best to make her forget the sad memories and replace those with good ones. Love and passion can conquer all. I will do whatever you will ask me to."

Tree: "Desperation etch upon your face, your plight resonates within my heart, but we created you. What can a mere human do for us? Fret not, dear, for I shall aid thee in this quest of yore. The easy way is not possible with your present mind, you need to suffer again and need to have more patience. Can you do that? Are you ready to do it?"

I: "I am ready to face any hardship. Please guide me."

Tree: "Only the Supreme GOD, creator of all, can stir those long-forgotten memories, weaving them into reality once more by weaving the tapestry of time. The key lies within your heart and mind to reach lord. You must transcend this physical world and delve deep into the abyss of the outside of the universe. A path is present in this universe that leads to the lord's celestial embrace, but I am allowed to send you till the gate only. To cover the passage you will not be able to use any supernatural powers. Keep on chanting the name of your favorite God closing eyes and without moving teeth and tongue, until you get a hint to cross it, they will show you the direction else you may get lost in that abyss for eternity. It may take months or even years so don't worry and have faith. Beyond that path there lies a divine world that leads to my lord's celestial embrace."

I: "How can I find GOD there? How does GOD look? I wandered for so many days due to my ignorance, but I want to make sure to reach the correct place."

"You are really an ignorant human. You want to see GOD with your eyes? Don't bother, after reaching there you will understand it. Don't worry too much, concentrate on the process I asked you to follow. Leave your wife here and behold, my branch.", the divine tree said and a branch stretched towards me. I touched the branch with my hand.