Innocence

What's Done is Done

You wake up the next morning, feeling an arm wrapped around your waist. You felt skin against your bare back. It didn't take you too long to wake up and realize what was going on, your eyes going wide.

"I'm sleeping with Terushima-san. And neither of us are wearing any clothes!"

You feel your face heat up as you connect the dots, remembering the events that occurred in the middle of the night. You almost couldn't believe that you actually had sex with Terushima. But you did.

"I can't tell anyone about this. Oh my god! I really had sex with Terushima-san! I can't believe it! What do I do now? Are we a couple or was it just sex that didn't mean anything?"

Thoughts ran through your head, causing you to worry about everything going on. You weren't sure if you did the right thing with him. You knew no one wanted him around you. They might freak out if they find out you two had sex. And that made you feel even worse about the situation.

Terushima stirred from beside you, his opening eyes landing on you. "Morning, cutie pie-chan."

You slowly turn around to face him, a nervous smile spreading on your face. "M-morning, Terushima-senpai."

He frowned slightly, noticing how nervous you seemed. "Is everything alright?"

You sigh, looking away to break eye contact. "I'm just worried about what others might say if they find out about this. I mean... I didn't really think we'd end up having sex."

Terushima sighs, understanding perfectly. "I get it. I don't plan on letting anyone know about this. I already know how much the others are going to freak out about this and take their anger out on me. You have nothing to worry about, cutie pie-chan."

You smile at him, making eye contact with him once more. "Thank you, Terushima-senpai."

He leans in, planting a soft kiss on your lips. "It's no problem. I enjoyed myself more than I ever had in my entire life. Maybe we should do that again sometime." He winked at you.

You felt your face heat up as it turned a pink color. "M-maybe, b-but not right now!"

He chuckled, pulling you closer to him. "Of course I didn't mean now. I want you to rest. I can wait until you're ready to do it again. I'll wait as long as it takes, cutie pie-chan."

You feel your smile stretch wider on your face. "Yeah, thanks, senpai."

He gives a light kiss to your forehead. "Of course. I really liked doing it with you, though. You're the best I've ever had."

You felt more heat build in your face. "Th-thanks. Um... what does this make us now?"

Terushima's eye widened at your question. "What do you want us to be?"

"Well, I really like you... and I gave you my first. I'd really like to form some sort of relationship from this. B-but! We don't have to if you don't have to if you're not ready or don't want to!"

He remained silent for a while, trying to process everything and get his thoughts in order. "I'm not sure. No one else will really approve of this. But... I kind of want to be in a relationship with you. I really enjoy being around you and you treat me so much better than anyone else does. And... it's not like we can go back to being 'just friends' after last night." A smirk appeared on his face.

You hide your face in your hands. "I get it!"

Terushima moves your hands away and pulls you into a kiss. "Let's take our time before making anymore rash decisions, ok? Even if I ask you to be my girlfriend right now, I don't expect you to answer until you've had more time to think about it. Does that sound fair to you?"

You nod, smiling at him. "Even though I already know that nothing with make me happier than to be your girlfriend, I can wait until we're both ready."

The wing spiker smiles at you. "That's good. Now, we've got to meet the others. After you fell asleep, they texted the group chat to make plans for hanging out today. So, we're gonna join them." He gets out of your bed, where you can finally see that he hadn't been wearing any clothes.

You felt even more heat build in your face, positive that you looked red. "R-right...."

You couldn't take your eyes off of him.