It's Always Been You

Finn

(Y/ns pov)
Finn was going to do something stupid and I knew that we had to find him before he did Raven was helping us get out of camp without being seen because my mom wouldn't let us leave.

"Raven are you sure about this that wire is definitely live." I say looking at her "don't worry y/n I got this." She grabbed her walki and spoke "do it." Then touched the wire with her walking stick it was no longer live "hurry." Octavia Bellamy and Clarke went first "y/n be careful and bring Finn back safely please." I nodded and left following after the others.

As it grew darker we set up camp to get some sleep I hadn't slept though I was so worried about Finn that I couldn't Octavia and Clarke got some sleep though.

"Hey can I ask you something?" Bellamy spoke and I looked at him "yeah what's up?" A part of me was nervous about the question but another part was eager for him to ask it.

"What happened in mount weather?" Not going to lie that's not what I thought he would ask "oh uhm a lot once we find Finn Clarke and I will tell you." He looked down.

"What kept you from staying?" Why was he so interested in this? Was it because of- it's because of Finn isn't it. "You weren't there and I wasn't going to be somewhere you weren't." He looked back up at me.

"That's cute." I laughed I bet it was "yeah sure." He was cute that's all I really knew I mean i know I'm not but if he thinks that then maybe it's true.

"What happened to your hand?" Oh that's right my hand I remember the pain I felt the feel of the blood dripping from the cut it hurts thinking about it.

"Oh I was so scared at first that I squeezed a piece of glass really hard so hard that it cut my hand I'm assuming the cut is pretty deep considering the fact that I didn't let go of it even after I had started bleeding." His face dropped

"Y/n why?" I don't know if I knew i could tell him no I would tell him maybe I should've lied and said I fell on some glass.

"Let's not talk about that." I only didn't want to talk about it because I didn't know the answer.

"Okay so you love me huh?" He said very flirtatiously he has no idea how much i love him.

"Yeah I do." I wanted to tell him so much more but we had enough to deal with at the moment and my love for him isn't at the top of the list.

"What do you love about me?" What is this game he's playing right now I love it don't get me wrong but why is he playing it?

before I could say anything Clarke woke up "did you guys get any sleep?" Bellamy and I shook our heads Octavia woke up next "I think everyone has had enough sleep." She spoke then we packed up and began towards a place I'd learned to be Tondc.

It was lighter now we get to a split path and heard gun shots and ran towards them they didn't stop though they had stopped once we got there and that's when I saw it Finn and a lot of dead grounders we were too late.

"I found you." Finn began but Clarke looked at him like he was some sort of monster I of course didn't I couldn't Finn was the only person who saw past my flaws and I understood why he killed these people he thought they took us.

I ran to him and hugged him he hugged me back tighter then he'd ever hugged me "you're okay." He spoke once we pulled away "yeah a few scratches but I'm fine but we need to leave now!" I grab his hand as the rest of us took off back to camp.

When we got there my mother stood furious and I knew Raven had talked she got it out of her how she did it I don't know but I wasn't going to question it I didn't even look at her I just took Finn away from all of it when I had noticed something grounders and a lot of them I went up to Clarke.

"What's going on?" I ask her but she looked just as confused "what if we go down there and talk to the commander tell her about Ayna." Clarke lit up and nodded but our mom disapproved "no it's too dangerous." I looked at her "that's to dangerous but sending your kids to die on the ground isn't?" She looked defeated I grabbed Clarke and went down with her but a grounder stopped us before we could make it to the commander.

"We need to speak with your commander." Clarke began but the woman spoke "no." But I heard a voice from inside the tent "let them pass." She entered the tent Clarke and i behind her this was the commander she was hot no offense to Bellamy I loved him just stating a fact.

"What do you have to say for yourselves." She spoke "We have escaped mount weather and we know things you don't there is an entire army on the inside of that mountain." Clarke stated.

"Continue." The commander spoke "and we can help you get them out we weren't the only ones to escape though we had help from Ayna." She turned from Clarke to me "and where is Ayna now?" I nudged Clarke "I think she'd want you to have this."

She handed her the hair she cut from Aynas head the commander didn't speak though "she believed there could be a chance for peace she was going to talk with you if you trusted Ayna trust us." I said and she looked at me and fear overcame me.

"Finn must die and then only then will you have your truce." My heart sank.