BOUND BY HATRED | Sookook

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Jisoo

"You've no idea that how badly I want to hurt you. Trust me, if you don't leave right now, I won't be able to control myself" he spoke in a low, dangerous voice that send chills to my spine.

"It's okay you can hurt me but first get up and go take a shower, you're stinking" Ever so slowly i removed his hold from my shoulders and passed him a warm smile.

"Go away from me!" He said now his anger subsiding a little.

"Are you going to take a shower or unless you want me to drag you to the bathroom?" I asked ignoring his rage mind on me. He gave me a poker face and looked in the other side.

I sighed. It's more difficult than I thought. "Do you want me to join you in the shower?" I asked winking at him.

His face snapped in my direction and rolling his eyes, he tried to get up but stumbled on his feet. I held him but he pushed my hands away. I bit on my lips and watched him taking small step towards the bathroom. He was not able to walk properly after all he hasn't been eating from so long.

I grabbed my hair in a messy bun and quickly went to the kitchen. As soon as I stepped outside of his room, I burst into tears. My heart constricted in my chest and I couldn't help but bit my lips till it starts bleeding. I killed someone in my recklessness, I snatched someone's breath. For this, I won't ever be able to forgive myself.

Splashing water to my face, I wiped it with my sleeve and wondered that what should I cook? Or exactly what can I cook? Will I'd be able to make it edible?

I opened YouTube and started preparing dishes for him. Once I was done with it I arranged everything on the tray and took one final look of it. Boiled eggs, Stir fries vegetables, orange juice and chicken wrap. The food didn't look that appealing but it'll taste okay to him, I guess.

I entered his room and found him lying down on the bed in only sweatpants. His hair was wet and a mild smell of cologne was coming from him. I smiled a little and cleared my throat to grab his attention.

"Get your and eat the food before it turns cold" I said,placing the food tray in front of him. He gets up and leaned to the bedpost, staring at the food tray. "Why are you here, Jisoo?" He asked for a nothing time, his voice sounding how tired he was.

"You want me to feed you by my hand?" I asked completely ignoring his question, while raising my eyebrows at him.

Jungkook have me a weird look as if he wanted to say something but was not finding exact words. After few minutes, he ate a bite of chicken wrap. But immediately choke on the food when the chicken enter his tongue. "It taste like shit!" He state while giving me a look.

"I'm not a top-class chef like you" I tired to crack a joke but he didn't laugh.

He then at a boiled egg and from his facial expression it was very that he's going to say something. "Not cooked properly"

I smiled, well forced a smiled. Wow Jisoo, such a great cook you are. Who the fuck in this world can't even boil an egg properly?

"Vegetables are over cooked" He said, the second he tasted stir fry vegetables.

I rubbed my back of my neck and plastered a fake smile on my face. This is so embarrassing.

"Orange juice is bitter" He continue on commented with a straight face.

"I'll order a takeout for you, don't eat that" I says, pulling the phone out from my pocket.

"I never said that the food wasn't edible" He cut me off, before I could doing my next move and continued to eat the food.