BOUND BY HATRED | Sookook

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Jisoo

I woke up at the sound of cracking of glasses. Blinking, I tried to figure out what's happening but nothing made sense. I turned on the lights and scratched my head in confusion. Was I having a nightmare or something?

Suddenly I heard a sharp sound again of breaking glasses. Anxiety hit me on its peak, so I quickly rushed downstairs and found the hall with lights turn off. It was quite dram to know what's going on. I walked a little, searching for the light switch when I found Jungkook sitting on the floor with his chin resting on his knees. I furrowed my brows in confusion and ran to him.

"Why are you sitting here with the lights turn off and what was that sound of breaking glasses?" I asked in worry.

He didn't reply, also his back was facing me so I wasn't able to see his face. I took a step back to turn on the lights and the second I did so, my eyes went wider in shock.

Broken pieces of bottles of alcohol were shattered on the floor. I didn't get anything and rusted in front of him, trying my best to avoid the pieces of glass. Even though I wore slippers. I was afraid that it might hurt my feet.

"Jungkook.." I called out his nans only to saw him drinking alcohol from the bottle and when he finished it, he smashed it on the floor. This enough to made me flinch, not knowing anything about the situation.

And when he threw another bottle, I couldn't help but scream. "Jungkook, what is wrong with you?"

His face snapped in my direction and I saw something that made me instantly take a step back from him. His eyes, they were burning in rage. It was the first time I was seeing something so scary in someone's eyes. He then stood up and my gaze fell on him being bare footed. He walked over the pieces of broken glasses with blood oozing out his feet. I wanted to stop him, it was so much painful to watch him hurting himself but I couldn't. I couldn't dare to say a single word when his face told me that there was something very wrong and for that I was scared to my bones.

He came to me and held my wrist. His grip was so tight that it became painful for me to stay calm but I didn't let a single word came out of my mouth. He dragged me out of his house and forced me to sit inside his car on the driver's seat. Before closing the door, he said. "Drive till I fucking tell you to stop!"

I bite my lips in worry and nodded. With shivering hands, I turned on the engine and started driving the car to whichever road that came first to my sight. I don't know why I am having bad feelings about this. Till evening he was okay then what happened all of sudden? Why he's so angry?

"You fucking ruined everything now I'll ruin you" I heard his voice showing from inside the car which I had no idea that from where it came.

"Jungkook?" I called out his name, getting scared. As I turned the steering wheel to the road, all of sudden the cat speed started increasing by itself. I looked at the meter in confusion and then at the road full of vehicles. I tried pulled on the brake but it didn't work. My breath gets caught in my throat as I turned the steering wheel sharply in order to avoid crashing into my car.

What's wrong? What's just happening?

"Jungkook, why are you doing this?" I screamed trying my best to control the steering wheel. I know what I did was unforgivabke but please don't do this to me.

My heart started pounding in anticipation and every nerve in my body froze in shock. What if I die? Fuck, I'll end up dying. The car is not in my control. What if the speed increase even more by itself? Hoe am I going to get out of the car? What if I kill another person on the road?