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//  I can't express my love to him ~

 I can't suppress my feeling for him .

  I'm not good at putting my feeling into the words ,

but still I wrote this book just for him .                   

 If falling for idol is the crime then I'm a criminal ,

 If imagining fake scenarios with my bias is a sin then I'm a sinner .       

 this sinner is going to commit another sin ~

 I'm going to express my feeling in this fanfiction . //



 what's my sin ? 

I'm in 11 grade student struggling to avoid people . why ?? because, for me it took 16 years to realize how snakes roam in human form 

I'm poor and I look like a potato but still some snakes did friendship with me just because I'm good at studies but again thanks to those snakes my grades started falling 

thanks to those snakes my physical health as well as mental health got damaged  . 

thanks to those snakes for pushing me into this darkness called depression . 

what's my sin ? ..............being loyal to my snake friends is my sin . 

I used to be very chill person and now , I lost interest in everything .  I got fed up with those fake smiles . everyone here is so selfish .  

even when I'm in the room of 50 people I still felt alone . nobody is interested in me , nobody wants to hear my story .

 I was feeling suffocated . their stares are hitting me . they are laughing at me 

I got up from my chair making my chair fall on the ground and walked out of the class , ignoring everyone I walked out of my school . 

it started raining . even weather betrayed me  just like people around me . 

I hate this rain a lot . I don't know why some people romanticize rain , people are really psychopathic in nature , they feel happy seeing the sky cry 

everyone here is  so busy in their life , no one is bothering about me , I'm walking all drenched in the rain but no one cares about me . this rain is just like my depression , its invisible to everyone even when I'm all drenched 

and the next moment when i thought about it, i saw a person coming towards me with the umbrella in his hands . he stood in front of me and held his umbrella for me 

this is the first time someone not just noticed me, but also noticed that i was fully drenched . 

he looked into my eyes and said " are you ok ! "   

i felt a pang in my heart . 

his eyes have the warmness , his deep voice was a pleasure to my dried heart . and his boxy smile ............. it feels like my  dead heart is beating again , I can feel it .

 he is not a human , he is an angel sent from above .

 he is not a human , he is an angel sent from above

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" hey are you listening to me . you will get cold  if you stand here like this . take this umbrella and go to your home ..... fast "  he said and went the other side and got into the car . 

I was so lost in his eyes and when I finally found my way out , I lost him . I looked here and there but he was no where . 

 who was he ?? ...................... what was his name ??.......................... where does he live ??................... 

I don't know anything but I know one thing for sure, that he has the most beautiful smile in the world , real smile not the fake one .

thinking about him my lips got curled into a light smile ........... I smiled!!!!!!!! ..... I got my precious smile back after whole 2 years and the reason.......... is unknown 

Ah !!! I forgot to say you my name . I'm sparkly  .

 do you know the name of the  person who made me smile ?

 whoever he is , he is going to be the main character of my life 



                           🖤    A/N 🖤

// I don't even know his name nor his country when I fell for him , he was just a beautiful stranger that I saw in my tiktok feed //

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// VOTE SWEETIES 


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