sin by sparkly

love

✨he never belongs to me but I belongs to him forever ✨

he asked with a creepy smile " how did you find out that "

I said " you know what , I usually isolate myself in dark because that gives me peace . I'm not doing that anymore coz now a days I'm finding my peace in someone's heavenly eyes . that's totally different topic .......... mmm what I mean is that , I'm habituated of darkness and I can see in dark and yesterday night I saw your face clearly , even though its covered with mask , I can still say its you by your eyes . I saw those eyes from very near my dear desk mate, how can I forget those  "

his smile was gradually disappearing . 

I continued " I was so curious about the blood that I saw yesterday night , so in the morning before going into principal's office I went into forest and their I saw the dead cat which was really in the bad state . its neck was twisted and its stomach was cut open . I almost throwed up seeing that and later I got to know that it was eun bi's room mate's cat which she was searching in the morning . "

" you know what , I had a doubt about how could you be so cruel , I had a small doubt that may be you are not that killer and again in the morning it got confirmed that you are that psycho because of that cat scratches on your hand and dirt on your shoes . i wander why you didn't changed your shoes in the morning . it can be of two reasons may be you don't know that i saw your shoes last night or may be you wanted to test me so, that's why you purposely wore that shoes to see my reaction . but in the morning i didn't gave you any reaction of being feared by you or something else so that's why you believed that i didn't saw you last night . but still you wanted to erase my existence that's why you followed me here into woods . am I right seo yul "

he folded his hands over his chest and asked " how can you be this accurate sparkly . "

I then asked him " why did you kill those people "

he chuckled and said " they were so irritating to me , that's why I killed them . you know I don't like irritating being on earth "

I gritted my teeth and asked " why did you sent threat to V "

he smiled and said " he was irritating too , what does he thinks about himself , how dare he made me change my place , how dare he orders me around . I hated that dominating power of his around me . and you know what ................now you are irritating too . this is your last night sparkly . you are going to die here in my hands "

I laughed out loud hearing his statement . and he was looking at me with gritting teeth . I then said " you think I'm going to die here . you think I came here alone after knowing that you are the killer . I'm not that stupid baby , I'm not alone here .......... I just exposed you "

his eyes turned wide when he heard my statement and soon after that torch lights got turned on around our surrounding making a circle . his hands got handcuffed by cops . he looked at me . I can see his vicious look  .

 he said " I'm not going to leave you "

I said " that's impossible because you are going to spend your rest of life in prison and you won't see me there . bye have a great time in prison "

then police dragged him away . 

I took a long breath . principal came towards me and said " come to my office "

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in the office 

principal said " killer received punishment now its time for sinner "

I sighed and nodded my head . 

she asked "why did you love him when you know he is prince.............. for money "

I smiled and said " I didn't even know his name when I fell for him and you're saying I loved him for money "

she asked " if not for money then for what , for his handsome face ......... ahh this generation people definitely falls for looks "

I chuckled and said " he is handsome , he is beautiful I can't deny the fact but .............. have you ever seen his soul . the beauty which doesn't exist in this world I have seen in his soul . just see through his eyes even beast looks beautiful , he can turn my every miserable moment into a beautiful memory . "

" you talk about the beauty of his face and I have seen many beautiful faces in this school and my heart's pace was same for every one but when I see him it beats different "

if I really fell for his beauty then his beauty is a blessing to my eyes , it always looks at him but why my eyes drop its gaze when he looks at me "

she laughed and said " what  a nonsense , people only falls for beauty not for soul , they crave for touch and I bet you wanted that too but you're stopping yourself because he is prince and it would leads to a punishment if you touch him "

when I heard her words I closed my eyes , my whole body felt disgusted by her words . she is naming my love as lust .  

I looked into her eyes and said 

chaha hai humne unhe , unke badan ko hum kabhi chahe hi nahi 

mohobbat hue hai unke rooh se , unke jism ko hum kabhi chue tak nahi 

chuna chahe to chu lenge unke dill ko par inn hatho me mere alfazo se zyada dam nahi 

aur haa dyaan se sunlo 

meri mohobbat kisi ibadat se kam nahi 

she furrowed her brows in confusion and asked " what did you said "

I wanted him , I didn't wanted his body 

I loved his soul , I never craved for his body 

I can touch his heart by my words which are deeper then the ocean 

don't name my love as lust because 

my love is not less then any devotion 

"you devoted yourself to the wrong person , stop loving him or else you heart will get worse . love is the most dangerous disease which can kill . you love him but you won't receive love from him . he can never be yours because you are just a maid and he is the prince " 

I smiled and said " I love him , I'll give all my love to him and I don't wanted him to return my love . I just wanted him to keep my love forever with him . its ok if I don't receive love from him after all love is not a give and take policy .  and I know love is the dangerous disease and I love to die from this disease "

" he is never mine and I can't be someone else's .  my life has an end but not my love . that an end now announce my punishment  "

she looked into my eyes . I can sense a little admiration and a little anger in her eyes . she said while looking into my eyes said 

loving someone who doesn't belongs to you is the biggest punishment itself 

you gonna regret your every breath 

you choose the punishment which is worst then death 

                           🖤A/N🖤

whenever he looks at me I feel alive because at that moment I can hear my own heartbeat