sin by sparkly

do you understand ?

✨she is trying to explain her feelings to them who doesn't even understand words ✨

next morning 

Taehyung came to me and said " we are going to Seoul today , get ready "

I nodded my head and he asked " are you not going to ask me why "

I said " no , I'm ready to come wherever you take me , I don't care even if it is a hell I still feel heaven in it " . wherever you stay my house exist there "

he looked at me and asked " where do you get all these words from "

I smiled and said " my mouth borrowed from my heart "

he nodded and said " aaaa fine , lets go we are getting late "

I looked at the palace and asked " where did all maids went "

he said " I don't know , lets go "

I sat in the car , he started driving it .

god look at this man , he looks cool in anything , he is not only driving car but he is also driving me crazy 

he asked " what are you thinking "

I said " I think god took lots of time to make you , look how perfect you are . without any flaws and that soul of your ............ how beautiful is that to listen the stories of the silent ponds "

he sighed and said " sparkly just stop dude . I think you need to become writer , its a good option for you "

I made a thinking face and nodded my head 

we both laughed 

when we were in the middle of our journey Taehyung got a call from his dad , he ordered him to come home 

he looked at me and asked " can we stop at my parents house just for few minutes , it won't take long "

I said " its your parents house , why you're asking for a permission . you have full right to visit your parents house . I won't stop you and I'll never do that "

he smiled and said " I was just concerned about you "

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at Taehyung's parents house 

it was a big mansion but not bigger then the palace that we left . its beautifully decorated . 

as soon as we both entered Taehyung's dad looked at me and asked " is she the one whom you married to "

Taehyung said " yes "

I bowed to him , he came near me and asked " how much money do you need , you did all this for money right "

Taehyung said " dad stop it "

I stopped him and said " in this world where everything is corrupted , only one thing is not corrupted and that is love because I never saw a child loving his dad just because he is rich or hating his dad just because he is poor . love is just a love and you can't buy love with money "

his dad laughed and asked " is your love that great "

I said " is khudgarz  duniya me log khud ke liye kisi bhi hadh tak jaa sakte hai ,aur ek hum hai jo iss bande ke liye khudko barbaad kar sakte hai . yakeen nai hai to aazma ke dekh lo "

 he furrowed his brows and asked " what did you said "

I smiled and said " in this world of selfish people , people will do anything for themselves and there exist me who can destroy my own self for that person called V . if you don't believe then try testing me "

Taehyung's dad smirked and said " oh ! you speaks very well , now I understood why he fell for you , your words of those can manipulate anyone "

I laughed and said 

kaash mere baato ka koi asar hota 

mere mohobbat pe iska koi nazar hota 

par aisa to kuch nai hua , kyu ki 

jab bhi mere mu se ikraar hota 

har bar iss ke mu se inkaar hota 

                     { translation }

I wish that my words have some effect on him 

I wish that he could see my love for him 

but nothing happened like that because 

whenever I confessed him 

every time I got rejection from him 

his dad asked " now what's the meaning of this "

before I could say him translation Taehyung grabbed my hand and said " I thought we could talk but I can't see you insult my wife dad . we are going "

he took me out and said " you don't have to prove anything to anyone , they won't understand you "

I asked " what about you ............................. I don't care about others ... do you understand me "

his eyes got filled with tears  he said " I know you love me ........ I know you love me more then anyone else but I'm not sure until when this love lasts for, because I'm not the person who believes in the word  forever  and you are the person who says I'm  yours forever ........... do you know this feeling ? its just like showing moon to blind person .................but I promise one thing ..........I'll be with you until you leave me and the day when you leave me, I won't stop you "

tears escaped from my eyes as I said " and I promise to be with you forever and I'll show you how forever looks like "

                                 🖤A/N🖤

I draw but I'm not an artist 

I sing but I'm not a singer 

I write but I'm not a writer 

I genuinely love him but I'm not his lover