sin by sparkly

sin

✨good thing is ......everyone is aware of my feelings and the bad thing is ....HE is not included in that everyone ✨

Sparkly's pov 

for the first time I'm seeing pain in his eyes . those cheerful eyes , those sparkles in his eyes are now drowning in his tears . by looking at his tears my heart is dying . 

he bent to my level and said " sparkly you are just other stupid girl who thinks love is pure feelings , its just because you don't have a closer bond with the person you love . everyone loves the moon from far but when they see that moon from near they hate it because its nothing but a rough , dusty and barren land where people can't even survive a single second . once you get close with the person you love , you will get to know his negatives and you will eventually hate him . just spend one night with him your love will get decrea.........."

before finishing his sentence my hand automatically slapped him . 

I don't care if the world named my love as lust , obsession or whatever but .......... the person in front of me is the person for whom I can even sacrifice my own life , he is the person I love so much in this entire universe , I devoted myself to him and he is saying that if I spend one night my love will get decreased ! 

he looked at me with questioning eyes and I questioned myself the moment after realizing what I did . 

I knelt on my knees by bowing my head . I closed my eyes and said " this sinner committed the biggest sin master , I lost my mind for a moment . I'm ready to take any punishment . I deserve to die "

then I heard his footsteps fading away . I opened my eyes and slapped my cheeks so hard many times . how dare I slapped him 

next morning 

I saw Taehyung no where . he was not even in his room . I searched for him everywhere . 

when I asked RM he said that he went to his home for a day . 

I remembered the last night incident , he was talking about something which I didn't understood . he was fine until yesterday night, what actually happened 

I went to arum and asked about what happened 

she raised one brow and said " AHH your master is so sensitive and he is such an outdated person he don't even know the meaning of friends with benefits . I was just have my best friend in my room and he saw that last time and he made such a scene in front of my room . boring person "

my blood was boiling hearing her ,now I understood why Taehyung was so broken last night and this b*itch is behaving like nothing happened . 

I couldn't listen her anymore and slapped her in front of my whole class 

she looked at me with disbelief " did you slap me  "

I looked into her eyes and said sorry and placed other slap on her cheek 

she laughed and asked " do you think you are cool "

I said " no I'm not cool because right now my blood is boiling at the highest temperature "

she gritted her teeth and said " how dare you slapped me "

I furrowed my brows and asked " and how dare you made him go through all that pain "

she scoffed and asked " why the hell is that concerning you , don't say me that the rumors about you are real "

I looked at her with a question mark on my face as I don't know about what rumors she is talking about .

she smirked and continued " rumors says that you are secretly in love with V and on that day the dialogues which you told indicates that you indirectly proposed him . is that true ? are you madly in love with him ?