sin by sparkly

Who

✨my whole world roams around you  ✨

at night 

I'm sitting in the common room with bangtan princes , nothing is changed , everyone is enjoying , laughing and giggling . nobody know about the murder that happened day before yesterday except me here . by mind is flooding with terrified thoughts . 

I was unable to escape the thoughts , its like I'm trapped in it . I don't know when my head will get exploded and then I heard a voice " sparkly are you alright " 

RM asked , I snapped out of my thoughts . I looked at him and said " I'm alright "

Jimin asked " c'mon why you're silent today , say something "

I smiled and asked " what do you want to listen "

he then hummed and said " say something about yourself "

I licked my lips and said " about me ? ............ a beast with angel heart and devil brain , who used to live in hell and now shifted to heaven . people usually think that I'm silent but I'm loudest when I'm silent "

Jimin looked at me with a cute confusing look " I didn't understood a single word "

I laughed and said " its ok ! sometimes words are confusing as well "

Suga asked " is that a poetry "

I smiled and said " no "

V asked with a wide eyes " sparkly say us a poetry , in your language "

iss batakti hue musafir ke zindagi me basera sa ban gaya hai wo ,

meri dhalti hue shaam me sawera sa ban gaya hai wo ,

saboot chahiye to sun lo mere dill ko ,

meri rukhi hue dill ka dhadkan ban gaya hai wo .

Jin asked with furrowed brows " what's the meaning of that "

 I replied " I was the lost traveler he became my inn ,

in my darkest evening he became my rising sun ,

if you want evidence then listen to my heart ,

he became the beat of my heart when it was about to end . "

JK asked " and who is HE "

I smiled and said " he is the beat of my heart , main lead of my thought . 

he is the light of my night and the beautiful reason for which I can even start a fight "

jin asked " how does he looks like , what is the reason of falling for him "

"words can't express his beauty , 

falling for him is my mandatory duty . "

V asked " will you leave him and love other person who is more handsome then him "

"my heart was just build for him ,

so  falling for others is a biggest sin ."

RM asked " what's his name "

I smiled and said " on my heart .... I have his sign 

so this heart calls him mine "

they all looked at me with astonished look. 

hobi asked " you just looked like a walking poem "

I laughed when hobi said that . i was finally out of those terrifying thoughts . then JK asked " ah ! sparkly can you please bring water for me , my bottle is empty "

I nodded my head and went into the dinning area to bring water . 

when I came back i noticed that V was missing in the group . 

I gulped and asked " where is V  " 

RM said " he just went outside to get some air "

my hands started to shiver . I took a deep breath and said " I'll be back in a minute ........... you guys don't go anywhere , stay here  "

I then ran outside of the dorm . I ran as fast as I can . it was already 9:30 . no one is allowed to go outside at this hour 

but Taehyung , he usually sneaks out to enjoy the night view and what if he did the same today . what if he went into the woods and ................... what if he is not alone in the woods 

what if that person follows him . what if he crosses paths with that murderer . 

these thoughts were running  inside my mind constantly while i was running constantly . 

I came back of the school , I stood in front of forest panting , I was out of breath . my throat , it became dry . I was sweating and my body was shivering . 

I know I'm in bad condition right now but still i have to do this . 

I took a deep breath before running into forest . 

I ran into forest by shouting his name hoping that he will reply " Taehyunga !!!!!!!! " 

it was all dark and i barely could see in this dark forest which is full of trees .  

" Tae......Taehyunga!!!!!!!!!!! " i was shouting my lungs out . 

I was calling his name out and i got no response . all the thing i could here is my own heart beat at that time . 

I got tripped and fall . 

my eyes got wide opened when I noticed blood on the ground . it was not mine .

my hands started shivering more and my vision became blur as tears in my eyes formed . 

I don't know why an undefined pain started in my heart . I held my breath tightly and then released . 

the pain in my heart is getting worst . my legs became numb . I was trying to get up but of no use

all the thing I wanted right now is seeing him in front of him all fine . his boxy smile vision appeared in front of my eyes . 

I thought I have nothing to lose but i was wrong . HIM 

even if I lost myself I never wanted to lose him . 

I got from my knees and stood on my feet. 

I went more deep inside the forest searching for him while fighting with my own thoughts 

I was i the middle of the forest when i felt someone behind me . I felt a weird sensation of someone watching me just like i felt on that day . 

I slowly turned back and saw a person whose face was not visible due to darkness . he was looking at me . 

                                                       🖤   A/N 🖤

people crave for touch and they named it as love 

my eyes crave for his smile and they named it as obsession