sin by sparkly

poetess

✨ in his eyes she was the poetess and in her eyes he was the poem ✨

I went and joined them . seo yul's words were roaming inside my mind which were disturbing my mental peace . 

and then I looked at Taehyung's face who was sitting right in front of me . I blinked twice and asked slowly " what ........"

he rested his hands on table while saying " you look mad today . did something happened " 

hearing him everyone else looked at me to observe me . 

JK got shocked and asked " how did you know V " 

Taehyung leaned back while saying " I can guess person's mood just by looking at their face and I can even say what's in their heart just by looking at their eyes "

Hobi said in admiring tone " waah ! Taehyung you are amazing "

Taehyung looked at me and repeated the question " did something happened "

I smiled and said " nothing ........I sometimes get angry when people says me to stop .......... stop dreaming about my happiness , stop dreaming about making my dream come true , stop trying to achieve the universe .  I don't know but sometimes I feel sad when others don't recognize the effort that I'm putting to achieve what I want , people don't get my feeling they just thinks I'm dreaming about fantasy which is never going to come true . I feel sad and  mad . sometimes I cry for no reason  I don't know why I cry  , an unknown feeling hurts my heart . little things makes me happy and the same little things make me sad sometimes .I'm a weirdo "

Taehyung smiled and said " yes you are a weirdo and that's make you different from others "

by listening him my one doubt got clarified 

sometimes I wonder what I looks like in his eyes and today I got to know , I'm unique in his eyes 

RM interrupted my thoughts by saying " sparkly , V said you are good at poetry . I wanted to listen one "

I looked down , a little smile appeared on my face . I took a deep break and started my poetry  

gods grace that I found you 

my heart race when I see you

I wanted to confess my feeling  but then my brain says  

what if he doesn't feels the same about you 

 "WAAAA~ what a poetry , whomever you like , you should go and say this poem in front of him , he will love it " Jin said in excitement 

I licked my lips and said 

chahti hu ki dill ki baat bata du use 

wo saamne ate ki alfaaz bhool jati hu 

 wo banda kuch aisa hai jo nazre mile to dill ki baat pad leta hai 

 aur mai bandi kuch aisi hu jo nazre milte ki ankhen jukha leti hu 

                                            { TRANSLATION }

I wanted to confess him but i become speechless in front of him 

he is the person who can guess my feeling just by looking into my eyes 

and I'm the person who looks away when he looks into my eyes 

jimin sighed and said " again you spoke in hindi . this time what you said " 

I smiled and said " nothing , I just said that we are getting late to class . lunch time is finished " I got from my chair and walked out .