True Colours

Testing, texting & teasing

Louis
Your first appointment is in three weeks. It was the fastest appointment possible.

Harry
Thanks

Louis
How are you doing?

Harry
Good. I'm going for a jog soon. And you?

Louis
Also good.

Harry
See you tomorrow in yoga

Harry hates how embarrassed he is now in his behaviour with Louis, how he feels like he can't write to him normally anymore. They haven't seen each other since their conversation and it's already been three days.

It feels weird that Louis knows he's not straight. Although Harry still has hope that he might like women after all. He could be bi right? Now that he has admitted to himself that he likes men too, things might be different. As if a curtain has been lifted and the pressure is gone. Harry has been playing around with the thought testing this theory since yesterday and is thinking about messaging the woman he had sex with after seeing Louis dance.

Maybe he really should do that instead of jogging. It would be a different kind of work out, so to speak, and he could test directly whether what he suspects is true. It would be such a relief if Harry could marry a woman someday and no one would know what really is going on.

And so he grabs his phone and texts the woman, making it clear that what he wants is only sex and she agrees shortly afterwards. This time he invites her over, because if he has a crisis once again after sex, at least it will be at home and not on the streets of London again.

Harry showers in peace, shaves his groin properly and even goes so far as to apply lotion to his body afterwards in order to be perfectly presentable for the woman. Nothing should go wrong today. Too much depends on it.

Just as he puts on a spritz of perfume, the doorbell rings and Harry only wraps a towel around his waist. Why dress if he will be naked again in the next moment anyway?

He gives himself one last nod in the mirror, puts on a genuine smile, and then walks quickly to the door.

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Harry happily falls back into his bed alone after bringing the woman to the door and they said goodbye with a kiss on the cheek.

Harry had sex with her. Good one even. His cock got hard and he even came. Okay, yes it was a bit like cheating because Harry is so honest with himself that it was purely because she looks like Louis in feminine. And he thought of Louis while thrusting into her and kept his eyes closed. But nonetheless, he had successful sex with a woman. It's something he can work with. He just needs to find a future wife who looks like Louis and for whom he develops feelings. His parents will never know that Harry also likes men and everything suddenly seems so much easier.

So relieved he wants to tell Louis about it immediately, he has to share his joy with someone and so he writes Louis a message.

Harry
I had sex! With a woman! And it was okay! Can you believe that?

Louis
Wtf Harry?! I thought you admitted you weren't into women?

Harry
Apparently I'm bi. I just had to admit to myself that I like men too. Probably like a blockage or something, what do I know, you're studying psychology.

Louis
Oh boy, if I write what I think...

Harry
Heeeeey! I thought we were friends and you were happy for me.