Dating an idol is hard. You and Seungmin have been dating for about a year now. The thing is, none of his fans knew about the both of you hating. You were afraid about all the hate you revive. So, Seungmin agreed to keep your relationship a secret. Only his members knew about it.
Unfortunately, rumors about the both of you were quickly spreading. It made you worry. You were afraid of having to reveal your relationship. You knew his fans were loving and sweet but then there were some that wouldn't. You were afraid of those fans and how'd they react about yours and Seungmin's relationship. You knew it had an effect. As the rumors kept spreading no one confirmed or denied anything.
People were starting to say that you and Seungmin shouldn't be together. They always say you both were too young to know about forever. Seungmin and you always ignored their words. They didn't truly know about you and Seungmin. Your love for each other was strong and it got strong every single day.
Seungmin had told you he wanted to announce your relationship. It had been over five months since the rumors had started spreading. But you didn't agree to it. You were still terrified which he understood.
"I don't wanna wait any longer, Y/n." He sighs. "I wanna tell the world that you're mine."
"Seungmin, I've been thinking about it. Maybe they're right. We're too young. I mean what are we thinking? This will be forever? It never ends like that." You frown.
"They don't know about us. They don't know about the things we do. They don't know about the I-love-yous. But I bet if they only knew they would be jealous of us."
Seungmin was begging you to not let go. He didn't like hearing your words. But you knew you and Seungmin were two completely different people from two different worlds. He was an idol and you were just an ordinary girl.
The moment Seungmin met he knew you were the one he wanted to be with. One touch and he believed. He believed in love at first sight. Your relationship started off slow but then it quickly got faster. Every time you kissed, the kisses always got sweeter to him. You were special to him. You had done so much to his heart. In a good way, of course.
"Seungmin, we're from two different worlds. Maybe we shouldn't be together."
"No. You don't get to say that, Y/n. Stop listening to their words. What have I told you about that? They don't know what you've done to my heart. They can say what they want but that won't change how I feel about you. I've waited my whole life for a love like this."
It's not like you actually wanted to break up with him. It was everyone's words getting into your head. You loved Seungmin just as much as he loved you. You know how desperately he wanted to reveal your relationship but you weren't ready. That's all he wanted. He was getting tired of waiting.
"I know you're tired of waiting. I'm sorry. I just can't, Seungmin. I don't think I'll ever be ready. I love you. I really do. I just... Maybe it's for the best."
"So that's it? You're just gonna end it like this? What about all our I-love-yous?"
Tears sting your eyes. That's when you walk away from him, heading out of his house. He doesn't follow after you. He was disappointed. He didn't hate you. He sighed hoping you'd come back around. He was going to do whatever it takes for everyone to accept your relationship. Even if that means announcing it without your consent.
As you walked back to place your heart was beating fast as fans would rush over to you and spit out tons of questions. You felt like you couldn't breathe. You managed to push out of the crowd and run back to your place without being followed. As you entered your house you ran into the bathroom and collapsed on the counter and splashed water on your face. You slid against the wall, trying to calm your breathing. Tears blurred your vision.
