Addicted to this feelin'
I can't help but swallow up,
You're poison,
I've made my choice and,
Every night I'm living like there's no tomorrow.
- Hazbin Hotel's OST "Poison" :3
(HELP THESE SONGS HAVE ME AT A CHOKE HOLD SAVE ME)
...................."Basil?"
I slowly get into the car, slamming the door behind me. I don't speak, hell, even make eye contact with Polly.
Leaning back, she lets out a forceful sigh.
"I'm sorry you're mad at me."
Doesn't she see? I'm mad at myself.
I thought I was getting better.
But no... I had to agree to do something stupid.
Why... Kel...
"Look. You haven't eaten properly in the past few days. Speak up now or I'm dropping you off at the clinic."
Tense air hits my lungs, making my body tight.
I get it. She's trying to help by threatening me.
It's like how as kids, parents always did the whole "on the count to three" or some bullshit.
I honestly don't know how to respond, if I was going to.
Which I'm not.
We sit in silence for a few seconds, then she puts the car in gear and drives anyways.
...
How did things come to this?
My family hates me, and I'm still scared and pissed shitless on what sort of disease I have.
Whatever. I was going to find out today.
I got scheduled for a gynecology appointment.
It's just a few hours away...
Then I'll find out what's wrong.
And then maybe we'll all feel a little bit better and all of this will go away.
... I hope.
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