It will always be you and I.

Chapter 40

Micah's POV.

"That's it for today, I'll see you tomorrow. And for our next session, do you mind doing it with Ms. Eileen since she has the biggest impact on your life at the moment?." Dr. Darwin, my shrink says while I get up to leave her room.

"Aight, preciate you." I walk out of the office and head to my car wondering how I'm going to tell Eileen to join me.

"How was it today sir?" Diego asks and I just ignore him while getting into the passenger seat and he drives off.

I'd taken a break off work, more so pops told me to take a break after he'd lectured me about how I'm a stupid nigga and I couldn't agree more because I know what I did and I own that shit.

"I'm sorry for not responding to you Diego but you know a nigga goin' through shit right now."  I express to him as we drive off to my penthouse.

"It's all good."

We get to my apartment and I head inside. I hate this place more and more because it gets bigger and bigger every time I know that Eileen left me. I tried to call her when she left but she had blocked me everywhere.

The night we had the fight and she left, her father came storming into my apartment and hit the hell out of me. I couldn't fight back because I knew what I'd done was wrong. A nigga has been going through hell as since I knew how I made my lady feel.

When I went to her parent's house the next day, I couldn't find her but her mom told me she had gone to be with Amy for some time. Her dad told me to leave his daughter alone and I couldn't even blame him because I knew what I did. I understood what I did.

But when she called me yesterday, I was very happy to hear her voice in two weeks and when her mother told me that she's keeping the baby, I was more than glad that she decided to keep it even after what I'd done to her.

"Ms. Eileen is here." The elevator doors open as Diego walks in with Eileen behind him.

"Please excuse us." I tell him and he just walks back to the elevator then leaves. 
"How you doin'? " I ask her after moments of just being quiet. She looks good, not gonna lie and she has this glow on her. I take a look at her stomach but don't notice any difference so I'm guessing she hasn't started showing.

"I'm good. How are you?" She looks up at me and I can tell she's holding back tears.

"I can be better." I reply honestly.

"I'm going to pack my stuff, I won't be long." She walks past me but I grab her hand lightly which she instantly pulls away.

"I'm sorry."

"It's okay." She whispers while looking up at me.

"Can we talk, please."

"I don't want to talk , I just came to pick my stuff."

"Please, I'm trying, I'm trying to get better . I'm getting all the help needed but I need to talk to you, let me talk to you please."

"I.... Let's just go somewhere and talk, I don't want to talk here."

"Ofcourse, we can go anywhere." I tell her and she nods her head. She walks towards the exit and I follow her. I'm glad she's even letting me talk to her because I've been losing my mind every single day that passes by without talking to her.

Getting out of the apartment, we head to my car and I drive us to a nearby park that has a food truck next to it. I help her out of the car and we walk to an empty bench in a private area.

"How are you feeling?" I ask her as we take a seat and gesture to her stomach. She touches her stomach and looks at me.

"I'm good for now, the morning sickness is terrible."