All I need is you

Chapter 18

The next morning I woke up, prepared myself some breakfast before getting ready to write my fair well note to my brother, Jono, Colby, Joe and Josh. It wasn't that bad writing the note for the others, however when it came down to Josh my face became moist, damp and most of all gloomy.

Trying to refocus myself, I pulled my bottom lip between my teeth as the last few sentences were meant to be sweet, yet came our to be somber and sad. Carefully, I sat the note beside the bed before bending over and placing a soft kiss on his sleeping face.

After all the emotional stuff was out of the way, I grabbed my luggage, then walked out the door; leaving the tragic fear behind.

Josh P.O.V

When I woke up, I noticed the side of the bed where Julianna usually sleeps is empty. In attempt to get up by using the nightstand beside me, I felt a piece of paper with my name, Jono's, Colby's, Joe's and Jon's on it.

Without even thinking twice, I texted the guys and told them to get their butts over here so we could all read the letter together. Even with them taking their sweet time to get here, I felt heartbroken, left behind and most importantly lost without her here with me.

"Man it's five in the damn morning. You better have a good reason for calling us over here this early," Joe grumbled as he and the guys entered my own depressed, filled with despair, hotel room. "Where's Julianna," Jono asked as if he was confused almost lost in the sense of her not being right beside me. "Well your all here for that. She left me a note with all our names on it and I don't even no where she went," I replied with all them looking shocked like they never heard such tragic news.

Dear Jon, Jono, Josh, Joe and Colby

I made this letter out of heartbreak and tragic. I know by now Josh has texted you all with his panic of where the hell I probably went, but this what was best for me and the babies. Yes, I said babies because I found out I'm having twins. A baby girl and a boy.

First off Colby, Joe and Jono I love you all to the moon and back but there is a connection between Colby and I that I can't explain. But to let you know I left on terms of my own and they were all for my own reasons. Don't blame Josh nor Jon because they had nothing to do with it.

Josh, I love you, but what happened last night in my mind scared the hell out of me. Out of respect for you I didn't wake you up, and now your probably crying and I don't want you too. You should be happy for the freedom you will have to yourself. I'm gonna miss you.

Last but not least Jon I love you with all my heart, but only you would now the pain that Dad has put me through. In a sick sense I wish you were there last night but at least now you don't have to deal with you screwed up sister.

Love you all but please don't come looking for me because I don't wanna be found.
-Julianna Jamie Good

The atmosphere was blank in the room as the guys and I were shut into silence and to scared to speak a single word to each other.