All I need is you

Chapter 30

"Jon where the hell have you been. I've been meaning to talk to you about something," I yelled at him as he put his hands up in surrender.

"Geez princess who knew you could be so demanding. Especially after having the twins," Jon  replied as Joe and Colby laughed at him.

"I'm nervous for the show any advice my definitely favorite brother?"

"Be you. Princess this is your what your hundredth televised show? Your gonna be fine. Plus we'll be all out there including Josh and Jono."

"That's not the fucking point! I don't feel like kicking my fiancé in the balls," I raged shoving him a tad making Joe look at me in both shock and fear.

"I-I-I- gotta go," I answered pushing past Colby with the fresh salty water falling out of my eyes. 

Quickly and swiftly I ran into Josh and Jono's locker room and buried my face into Josh's chest. Gently he rubbed my back while whispering sweet and soft words into my ear. I felt horrible for what I had just done to my brother. He just seen me snap and push him like I had done to my so called step father all those years ago when I had attempted to runaway.

"Hey Mamas you okay? I know you don't wanna hurt me and all but there's no reason to cry about it. I'll be fine," Josh  said as I looked up into his deep brown eyes.

"I-I- just hurt Jon for no reason," I replied as the tears still silently rolled down my face.

Jono looked up in shock from his script which made my gut turn like someone had just stabbed me there a hundred  and a two times. With a  short deep breath Josh spoke," Baby your still going through a lot mentally. I know you wouldn't hurt him for no reason. Your stressed and you snapped everybody does at some point. He knows that and I'm sure he will forgive you."

"You sure? I wouldn't forgive him if he did it to me," I said as he hugged me tighter before he walked me back to Colby and the boys  for the match in a few minutes.

As we got there Colby looked at Josh and he nodded as I walked over and hugged Colby tightly like my life depended on it. As I clung to Colby he kissed my forehead gently before they walked out through the crowd.

"This match is for one fall. Introducing first weighing it at 707lbs. The Shield," Lillian announced as they joined Josh and Jono in the ring.

As the match got underway Josh and Jon were in the together and I could feel the tense energy from backstage as I waited by the Gorilla for my part in the match. Brie  hugged me and helped me prepare just as I walked down to the ring with a smile stretched across my face. I slid into the ring as both Josh and a now tagged in Joe looked at me. I took a deep breath before connecting my foot with his balls. 

"OH MY GOD JULIE AMBROSE JUST KICKED HER FIANCE IN THE BALLS. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH HER," Michael Cole yelled in shock.

"IS SHE  A LUNATIC," Jerry yelled as JBL also looked up into the ring.

"What do you guys expect? She's Dean's sister of course she is gonna be as crazy as him," JBL replied.

The people cheered and booed at the same time while chanting "You sold out".  I smiled at the sight before heading backstage with The Shield.  Once I got back there  Colby held me as I cried into his arms until I had to do the interview with Renee. As I finished the interview I walked up to Josh and kissed him and told him how sorry I was.

"Baby it's gonna be alright. Now gimme another kiss."