Maya
I know what y'all thinking, Maya I thought we were done with the bs nop we not, I've been down bad stuck in a split my mental is kicking my ass real bad sincerely speaking I don't know why she hasn't left maybe she knows I'm attached to her like a velcro baby , sometimes I think she's scared but Jill can't be scared right?
she pitties u
"SHUT UPPP" I yell cause wtf with all them, they frustrate me real bad, I even forgot she's by my side Jill is here and I think my yell woke her up she's looking at me looking soil calm it's kinda starting to tick me off.
Think Maya, really...
"she wants to leave us Maya see sooo flat faced " Lena snickered angrily
" Yess let me out,I wanna fight her she's thinks we're sick " Luna suggested sounding ready to be let out
"She's gonna leave let me beat her ass soo she wont" May started crying
" Ma-Ma,M- len-......Lu......Maya...can-
let me outtttt ....be-shes leaving .....Ma-Shi-i" I'm hearing incoherent words I can't place I can't do this no moreee they all want out I think she's talking to me , May is fighting me to let her out I don't want to hurt her but May does I feel dizzy
SMACK!
A slap hit my check stinging hard as hell the noise seized my mind is blank , i immediately get angry , the slap helped but still.
"WHYYYYYY" I screamed at her face with my eyes closed " aaaahh, fucking stupid " I yelled at her and she flinched and how she flinched brought me backto reality my Jill flinched ?.
I didn't mean to scare her but her slapping me irritated me
I snapped out of the trance
" Are u scared......?dont be scared please" I spoke softly to her then started crying as I laid on my back looking at her with tears in her eyes
" I'm fucking this up?"
She says nothing but keeps bawling I've never seen Jill cry with sadness all this time we've been together almost a year now we've had our moments but never has she looked this sad
" please don't leave us "
She just looks at me lays down and turns her back on me this action sends a lump on my throat I'm choking on my own misshups.
I want to scream
" I swear Jill I'm sorry " I don't even know what I'm apologising for
" I'm ready to talk now jus..."
She raises her hand indicating I shut up and with that I just bust out bawling out crying loudly .
" FUCK!"
I scream out putting a pillow on my face muffling my cries as I clench hard on it trying not to start scratching myself or pull my grown out afro that I kept since I thought I'd never feel like pulling again.
" I'm tryinggggggg" I cried as I dragged my words
She's probably irritated she told me to shut up and I'm sobbing loudly and I can't stop.
" Jill please say smth...."
I sit up trying to talk to her while looking at her laid in fetal crying I can hear her crying.
" Baby.."
She still says nothing she instead puts a pillow on her head and rolls her self off the bed hitting the floor
