Maya pov
I'm woken up by movements around me,I see she's dressed prolly for work I fucking forgot it's a Monday morning I'm definitely not going to work today, when I notice I'm still laying on the couch this woman is fucking foreal she actually let me sleep here, as I'm deep in my thoughts ....I didn't notice I was glaring at her no blinky
" U look awful...." She mouthed at me and I just stared at her with a mug , I am looking like shit cause she was been a clit last night
" Go take Ur meds before u kill me!" She said sarcastically it's interesting how she acts as if I didn't jus sleep on my couch and not the bed in my house.
" How do u do that? " I tilt my head and asked sincerely curious
" Do what?!" she asked giving me my meds
" Act stupid?!" I asked her looking dead at her
" Swallow them fuckers before u piss me off May" she gritted her teeth roughly placing the meds on my palms
" And it's MA-YA" I spelt out she's outhere calling me the wrong name ,when I noticed the fuckers were on the floor
This fucking floor doesn't know how expensive this meds are
" U know u shld just die and go to hell right , it's promised pain just what u like Maya DO IT PUNK!" The voices whispered to my ear
"AM NOT A PUNK...GET OUTTTT!" I yelled and pushed them back
I sighed and turned my head to see there faces damn I should listen to Jill sometime.
And there she is looking at me through her glasses with another set of my pills on her palms laid out .
" Swallow them FUCKERS! " she whisper yelled at me looking aggravated, damn she fine mad I'd also be mad at me.
I took the pills and downed them like a champ, then looked at her seeing her satisfied look
" And you come back here once your done..." I tell her
" I know..." She replied and left for work and I headed to the kitchen to make food cause I know am about to waste the day in sedation but I'll be better once I'm up.
She made us breakfast , awww she's saying sorry
The only reason I'm saying us is because my therapist thinks I should start accepting myself as I am and all the parts that come with, and that means acknowledging that I have multiple personalities instead of ignoring them ,the same way Jill does.
I start eating and I start thinking through my dizzy how this woman is a damn dog ..... but I could pet her though.
" We should get a dog ?" I asked myself
" Naahh she hates kids Maya" I shush the voices as they start going away
" Shut up it's a dog"
" But we'd traumatised the damn dog"
I laughed at my thoughts as I dragged myself to the bedroom, ever since my doses were reduced I've been loving my antipsychotic drunk I just be straight up tripping on random shit till I pass out, before it used to kick my ass real bad
But the problem is it's giving me a good high real quite
