Maya's pov
I swear I be sabotaging shit , I shut Jill out because I didn't feel like she cared enough and I still don't feel like she does I don't know if it's me or the borderline doing the most but my therapist said I should talk to her and I may be hurting her with my selfish thoughts but it's only been 2 days I'll just go see her.
I texted her and my heart went to my stomach due to anxiety like we were good then I fucked us up
Me : I'm coming over
creativemouth♥️♥️ : where?😑
Me : I know ...... omw
Shit I fucked up I shld get her something flowers and a 2 or 3 dozens of small bottled water I know she's obsessed with bottled water specifically this aqua one it's either that or drink her water from a water bottle or tumbler .
That should work
First stop Carrefour to get the water ,then to the flower shop and that's it she doesn't live too far from town soo that should be good
In a few minutes I pull up to her apartment building and had to start struggling with this water to her door step went back for the flowers here I go I don't use my keys cause I fucked up.
She opens the door and starts laughing and am here wondering what's funny
"U ain't sleek buying me my favourite water and flowers " she says as she smiled wide looking at the water
I told y'all it shld work
" Am sorry baby " I immediately apologised pouting my lips
" Stop been cute May u know u fucked up " she responds sniffing the flowers
" Am serious babe am sorry I want to explain "
" Bring my water in " she said digressing
"I'd be an elite employee though " I joked
" Thanks "
" Babe I know I hurt u " I start talking because she's avoiding this conversation
" Looks like I can't avoid this... "
" No am sorry "
"Why'd u keep doing this to me?" She asks looking dead at me fuck
" I don't know - "
" Don't say another fucking sorry it's pissing me off one apology is enough! " She scoffs angrily pointing her finger at me
" Ba-"
" Shut up Maya! ...... another sorry huhhh ? that's all u got? and still do the same thing ? If u wanted to u would I'm getting tired of this cycle man!" She yells at me scornful
I start talking and she just raises her hand on my face stopping me
" U're .hurting .me " she insists on each syllable painfully as she sniffles holding back
" I know baby I know am sorry I just started feeling like u don't care -" and she immediately chuckled moving away
" Maya ..... I'll beat u up I swear to god, don't come near me" she warns after cutting me off looking scary asf
" I'm trying to explain my nigga " I still try to explain but she's not having my shit
" Explain what that I wasn't available like u wanted huhhh u selfish bitch! " she argued her voice cracked as her eyes started to fill up
" No ! Fuck! okay there's no explanation" I yell back feeling the pressure in the air and getting closer to her and she just sized me up and down mugging me
" Don't come near me.....I'll beat u up " she warns me again as I try to come closer
" No u won't " I say to her but all I see is anger for the first time am kinda scared
" Baby look at me it's okay " with that she woke up moving to the open kitchen and started throwing utensils towards me and I was dodging them while moving closer
" U stupid bitch playing with my emotions that u think I don't have ?" She yelled at me crying
" I swear I don't think that " I shouted and she just rushed towards me and launched a sufuria to my head banging it on my head severally till I grabbed on it
" Baby I'm sincerely sorry...." I told her as we held onto the pan together and she cringed not believing me
" I'm not playing with your emotions okay?" I tried to calm her down as she's still fighting for the pan while crying
" Let it goooo" I screamed at me as she left it to me
" I love you okay " I told her as she calmed down she just nodded
" I want all this replaced " she demands
I'm Never ghosting again
"Please come on " I called her in as I pulled her into a hug and she broke down punching my ribs while cursing and a pang of guilt hit me as I started tearing up while holding her.
" I hate you medicated fucker " she mumbles as she pinched my back painful and cursing
" I love u too fresh mouth" I shot back chuckling there's my girlfriend coming back and she just looked at me and I pulled her face in for a kiss and we just started making out as I backed her up to the nearest wall pulling away, and start on kissing her neck up nibbling her lobes while untying her sweats pulling them off slow.
I start feeling on her body then she grabs me back in to make out as I lifted one of her legs as I started playing with a little fatma feeling how wet she is
" mmmh "she moaned out as I started rubbing her clit prepping her for I am sorry head
" S-shittt-uh " she let out loud and that was my cue to go on my knees , I went on my and she put both her legs on my shoulders and immediately I started slurping on her up and sucked on her clit
" Ouhhhfuck....yess " she moaned out squeezing me in as I kept sucking on her clit " yess yess don't stop " she moaned as her legs shoke a bit and I stuck my tongue in her core making her grind her fatma on my face as she starts to come " Aahhhhh fuckk I'm c- damnnn " she moans as her legs give out with her coming hard
And I stick my fingers in her core as I come up and start hitting her gspot curling my fingers in her core
" Fuck fuck - may u going to make me cum " she moaned as she creams in my fingers making me lift her leg fucking her harder with my fingers " ouhhhmygod I'm cum- f" she moans as her eyes rolled back as she cums and I start going faster making her body jolt " SHITSHIT .... ooomyright there.....mmmgod"
she groaned as she started squirting as I went back down and slurped on her squirt while cleaning up her cream and cum of her lil fatma
" Come up no more " she told me while pushing my head from her fatma catching her breathe
" Loosing stamina huhhh" I asked raising my eyebrows as I came up carrying her to the bedroom
" Nooo ... " she said looking tired as I put her down
" I still must get back at you " I told her as I finished up cleaning her and she just showed me her thumb as she passed out.
That's rude aslit
