Jill pov
I feel disturbed that Maya didn't come like I wanted soo I could break up with her and I'm starting to get pissed off soon went for a walk to practice my break up statements since i forgot what i wanted to say and since it's been a week ill text her the break up soo as I'm back I noticed lights are on in my house
Satan is here I talked too soon
" U know breaking in is a crime" I state getting in my house
" And soo is ignoring me " she tells me back as she's drinking coffee she made
" I didn't come to fight can we just talk calmly like adults please no games"
" I'm done with you " I tell her as I start feeling emotional this woman got me in my feelings in god
" Same here my girl .... same here " she said breathing out
" let's break up then " I started crying fuck this man we're both the problem this what I wanted why am I crying.
" Now that what we're not doing Jill " she tells me coming Infront of me
" I'm sorry....I know I'm not the best person to be with but I try, I'm sorry for ignoring you and you should apologise for drowning my good shit im sorry for hitting you Am sorry for making you feel like you need to run " she apologised in one breathe while holding my hand and she sniffles
" U gave me a black eye " I told her
" U drowned my shit ik am annoying but that's too much " she retorted switching the attitude real fast I can't even tell that she was apologising seconds ago
" U made me feel like shit my nigga" I yelled at her yanking my hands away.
" Okay before we continue do u accept my apology?" she changes her tone once more I swear this nigga sick
" Why should I do that u avoid me intentionally and I always piss you off" I yell at her making it clear and then my eyes start crying
" I don't know why I said that but that's not true I love been around you " she tried to explain getting up and sitting on me while holding my hands to my chest as I keep crying
"As for the second yes u get under my skin but that's just about it I don't like hate it , I love all the wrong things with you" she explained further trying to make me understand this woman got rizz
" there's nothing wrong with me and what do u have to say about you attacking me with all that rage ?" I scoffed still crying and she just looked at me and huffed
" Whatever but I was angry shel says I had split soo that's all I can say I'm sorry we should stop hitting each other Jill " she calmly explained, her therapist must be getting paid double for this progress
" I was thinking we break up " I casually tells her and she lets my hands go cupping my face making me look at her
" We keep fighting all the time even physically u ignore me, don't like to be around me and act like u run me and u don't and u don't take care of urself which is affecting this relationship I told u if u pull this bs and I'm done "
I ranted sniffling loudly as i was crying hard and she started crying with me then she stopped and came closer and pulled me into a wet as kiss I tried to fight but I just melted into it kissing back and we kissed for a minute before she pulled out looking at me wiping my tears off and hugging me
"Shhhhhh..... I'm sorry okay u could move in just soo I prove I like you around me " she whispered kissing my neck in the hug and what she said just made me laugh
" Am serious.... we could even get a dog I'll be responsible" she looks at me hopefully and keep laughing cause she can be hilarious it's working though
" Stop been goofy I stopped crying already" I comment letting my laugh die down
" I'm not playing babe that way we solve 70 percent of issues and we can work in coexisting with each other without being physical " she expressed while unzipping my pants
" What about my house? " I ask cause as much as she made me forget I was crying and now she's trying to get in my pants am curious
" Well know later " she answered leaning in making out with my neck
" u really thought I'd let you break up with me " she asked bitting my neck damn I'm trying not to get excited cause she just tricked me into not breaking up
" U ain't sleek Maya"
" I'm not Maya honey " she told me this is one of my fears what if it's not her rizzing me
" ull dearly pay for drowning especially my playstation and floor" she mentioned as she got up motioning I follow her
" If u want to fuck just say it " I tell her as she got cormftably for bed it's 2 pm why're we sleeping " I'm not sleepy" I tell her again " its not about you darling u hurt me too soo this is what i want let lose and get here" she scoffs giving no choice i loosr some of my clothes getting in bed with her
" I accept your apology" I mention as she cuddles me in
" Thank you " she replied getting down and kissed me soo soft ,one thing about may she can make out for sure and now I'm starting to get hot then she pulled out laughing at me.
" That was not nice " I playfully pushed her off me " I didn't ask you to get horny woman" she said as I ignored my hot body I get turned on too easy
" Shut up let's sleep" and she just smiled cuddling me " why am I always the small spoon" I complained " shit up go to sleep"
I didn't want to start a back and forth soo I just complied
