starting our lives New

chapter eight

      Bella pov

I woke up the next morning thinking. That song Edward singed and when he played it the background that's our song to each other and our song now.

It has so much meaning for us and it tells how Edward really feels about me.

Tears started falling from my eyes when the song went through my head.

An idea went through my and I hurried and got up and took a shower and got dressed and took and turned on that song as loud as it would go and put it on repeat and I saw out of the corner of my eye Edward whipped his head around.

I put my hand into a stop sign and pressed my finger to my lips and then I pointed to my eyes and then I pointed to him.

Telling him not to move and just watch and he nodded.

I ran out and stopped and closed my eyes and I did what I did the other day with my head then I let my body feel like it was moving with the wind and my body was moving with the wind.

Then I listened to the music first then I felt how it made me really feel, then I felt him through our connection.

Then I heard Edward start singing and he even put how he felt to and then I waited for him to start over and that's when I started moving to the music and words and Edward's voice and how he really felt for me.

Another gift from me to him. I even had my eyes open this time.

I felt him watching me and then he started singing again and I felt go into that mode with me and we moved together as we were one and our bodies close against each other with our clothes on and he moved me exactly the way he wanted me to the next time he started singing.

It was pure love and passion between us right now without the sex and he was showing me how he really felt about me and it was so fucking amazing and made feel so beautiful and it felt so magical too.

He even did it again because he felt me. All I could do was watch him with my eyes as he moved me.

I slammed into him and knocked him over on the ground and he took me with him and I buried my face into his chest and started laughing he wrapped his arms around me and just busted out laughing.

"Okay, just knock me on ass why don't you baby?" That was it I rolled off of him and was laughing really hard now with my arms wrapped around my stomach I had tears coming out and I was even kicking my legs I was laughing so hard.

Edward was just laughing at me watching me because he could feel me.

"You feel amazing right now and so much better now that it's so amazing and beautiful and incredible to watch and feel it just makes me feel happy for you and want to enjoy it you and I do because it makes me feel like you do. Alive Bella you make me feel so alive and I never experienced or felt that before because I could read people's minds and with you your so fucking different and you give me a gift from the very beginning I can't just walk away from that I already know what's it's like to lose you more than once and you even died I can't live in a world without you in it. Not without a person that makes me feel like the way you do and I think you feel that through our connection now now that it's what you said." I nodded my head watching him with my eyes just listening to because I love the sound of his voice.

"Yeah, you gave me two beautiful babies Bella but you are what makes me feel like I do. I don't want to give that up or it. You are everything I need baby heart and soul." He cupped the side of my face and I leaned into his touch and closed my eyes and I felt a surge go through us and a glow went around us.

I was so confused by this surge and the glow and what I felt.

I quickly sat up trying to figure this out.