starting our lives New

chapter 42

     Edward pov

"I really don't fucking care either. That's the way I want it to always keep my wife safe no matter what." I pressed my lips to hers again only because I could.

"Oh come your kidding me right now. I'm gone to my office so I can look over Bella's latest tests and scans if you guys would excuse me now." I chuckled as I pulled away and rolled over on my back taking my wife with me and laying her on top of me just holding her against me for awhile before I had to take her to the bathroom and started dinner tonight just being in the moment and enjoying it for once.

I ran my fingers ever so softly and slowly through her soft beautiful hair we just redid this morning after we got back.

Well put her right to sleep. I chuckled. I'll have to remember that one for her.

Just to get her to calm down. It works. An instance stress ball relief for her without putting my hand flat against her stomach like I used to. 

Wow! I always learn so many different new things from her about her all the fucking and it was amazing and beautiful at the same time and I just smile that new smile.

It felt magical every time she showed me something new about herself too.

I was one lucky man to have such a amazing beautiful woman chose me first and that felt incredible and I kissed the top of her head.

"I'm so glad a very lucky man and couldn't be more prouder than you picked me first and just picked at all Bella and I'm sure and the hell glad you did too. You came into my life when I needed someone the most at the right time and ever since then you always know and sense the when I need you the most in those moments too even now. I couldn't help but fall in love with you so deeply for doing that for me baby!" I whispered against her hair and she relaxed even more against me like she fully let the meds fully take infect and help her with the pain so she could fully relax.

I just melted at that and fell asleep myself for a few hours like that.

I slowly woke up and my wife was still sleeping very comfy might I say.

I became her bed. I didn't care one single bit either. She was comfortable and finally sleeping pain free for once.

My sister walked in and then she backed tracked and stopped and did a double take at Bella.

"Now that's the first!" She said. "Shut up and let her sleep please!" I told my sister.

"Then I will just sneak in and give her schedule on time dose then to keep it under control this while we have the chance then?" She asked me and I nodded my head chuckling at my sister.

My wife didn't even budge. "That's my girl!" I gave her a kiss on top of the head and gentle hug.

I softly and gently and ever so softly laid her down on her stomach in the middle of the mattress and I pointed to my wife side of the mattress for my sister to sit herself and I piled the pillows on my side down along her against her to keep her safe from rolling.

I walked out to started dinner like I promised my wife I make her tonight too eat.

I even have fresh frozen veggies for her and I steamed them in seasoned butter and made baked potatoes for all three of us to eat together tonight in the bedroom together.

Once I was done my hands were completely filled and I was glad I left my bedroom door open for this one and I handed myself sisters dinner tray first unpurpose because I knew the minute my sister would open the cover to her plate.

My wife would smell it and with perfect timing of me walking on the other side of the mattress and right on cue her snapped open.

There her eyes go searching for it. "I got it right here for you. Give a moment to set you up and I even cut up yours for you to." Her said it all.