starting our lives New

chapter seven

       Bella pov

It was at the week mark and we were walking to where we had the wedding at.

I held onto Edward's hand with both of mine because it was dark and I was behind and he was using the flash light and the moon was out.

I was chewing on my bottom lip bottom lip because it was dark as fuck.

Then I froze in my tracks squeezing the hell out of Edward hands with both of mine.

Then I started seeing images going through my head like flashbacks slamming me all at once and I just tipped my head and screamed as loud as I could to the top of my head no.

I even went to the ground screaming it and repeating the same word not letting go of Edwards hand.

Then I screamed to the top of my lungs tipping my head stop.

I kept repeating it. I have never been able to say those words out loud before because I couldn't.

But I made damn sure I did with each flash back I had and repeated.

Then I screamed out to stop please your hurting me I'm begging you Anthony to make him stop.

Then I screamed out and in pain when Anthony got angry. I screamed please stop.

What the fuck was this? Then I felt Edward's hand slide down my neck.

I slowly opened my eyes searching with my eyes and I saw a small light and my eyes followed it and it was standing up straight like lighting up a small area I'm in.

"Baby!" My eyes moved to the sound of his voice and my eyes locked with his as soon as I found them.

I pulled myself against and my legs wrapped and arms around him and I buried my face into his neck and I started crying.

"I got you Bella your safe and in my arms baby." He told me.

"My God you scared the hell out of me baby and then I figured out you were having flashbacks. It's being pitched black like this that Tigger them." He told me.

"It's not your fault baby, it's just the trauma you have been through. But I'm here every step of the way baby." I really just let go and cried because I wasn't going to go through this alone.

"Is Bella alright Edward?" Rosey asked and I knew she had seen what went through my head and ran over here as fast as she could leaving Emmett in the dust.

"She will be Rosey. The pitch black triggers them. I knew how to get her out of it and I got her. She's going to go through this alone. I'm going to be there every step of the way like I always have been for her Rosey." He got up with me and just carried me to where we had the wedding and explained to Emmett everything and Edward set me down so we could connect and the minute we did I was so fast I climbed back into my spot and fell asleep right there and we didn't even leave yet.

     Edward pov

Bella just fell asleep and she just went completely limp against me standing there talking to Emmett and Rosey as I just held her against me and held her up so she could stay in her safe spot.

"I have never seen my sister sleep like that so peacefully." Emmett said.

"You know neither have my big brother and she was my teddy bear. What did you do to her last night?" I gave Rosey that look.

"That's my fucking business sis. This is one thing I'm keeping to myself thank you very much Rosey. Like I told you before between me it's not about sex between us and never has it been about how we feel about each other and we don't have it all the time because as you haven't fucking nothing something always makes us busy, something happens and we have kids too." I explained to her.