starting our lives New

chapter 26

     Edward pov

My sister came running into the bedroom and sat on the edge of the bed.

"Well you know my job when we get there Mas. There's no way around this. You know what I'm already thinking and she needs surgery and I will call you when I need you. That's a promise. You can be there when I temporarily have to put her into a coma so I can do everything. You can do your work and she knows you're there on our home." My wife nodded her head and looked at me with her eyes and spoke with them.

It's the only way and you know it. You can get everything together while I'm down and setup and while I'm healing stuck on bed rest I can work on all the laptops and all the other portables and program them. See win, win until you get all the rest of the computer systems up in the security room and bridge, plus the engine room and you can personally take me to those places yourself and watch me." I just nodded my head.

"No getting up without help and just rest baby please!" I told her and she nodded her head and I gently picked her up and held her close to me.

I closed my eyes to ask my sister the next question but it would seem my wife beat me to the punch.

"Doc, as much as I really hate this can you help me keep my wife comfortable?" I looked up to my sister and she was already feeling syringes.

"Oh, Bella and I already talked about this and I kicked into my doctor mode and explained how we really needed to keep her really comfortable and pain controlled right now until we'll you know. I need a arm please so I can just set up an IV port and set up a line so I can also start fluids on her too." I turned my wife and straddled her on my lap facing me and held her with one arm as I helped hold her arm out to put the IV port in. I even gently set my chin on top of my wife's head as she cried.

She hated this, but she also knew she had to do it too or her heart would stop again and everything would happen all over again.

Bella finally went limp into my arms again and then it started happening all over again and my head snapped up to Rosey.

"We only slowed down the process of it Rosey! I mean we really slowed it down." I told her.

"You mean she was starting to slip into the status?" She asked me. "I didn't feel it until you made her comfortable." I explained to her.

"So her heart will stop again and I will fix her and we'll she goes into the water after you turn it on that is and we warm her up slowly and you start her heart again." I just nodded my head and laid my wife down so my sister could set up the monitors on my wife.

I got dressed and walked out into the gally and just made a cup of coffee and walked top side and sat down.

I had to go through this shit again and so soon too.

This would be three times now close together her heart stopped on me and four times close together that something happened to her that I had to watch and feel her go through.

It makes me think of a piano song I use to listen to and it's called within by the symphony.

I just kept listening to it in my head on repeat as I sat here looking out to nothing but the open water and day light.

My sister finally came up and sat beside me and leaned against me and I just wrapped my arm around her and held close to me and leaned my head down against hers and opened my mind to hers and let her just listen with me in pure silence for awhile.

"We should find that music and put it on repeat on the 2 laptops. That way I have one and you guys have one and turn the volume all the way up and it will be our only music until she wakes up and finally is able to get out of bed and help." Rosey said.