starting our lives New

chapter 29

      Edward pov

I opened my eyes and realized this the first time I slept through the whole night since my wife's heart stopped that night again.

But it's not one of my best nights either. I gently pressed my lips to hers and then I leaned my forehead against hers.

"I love you so fucking much Bella and I will see you again tonight and that's a fucking promise baby." I gently gave her another kiss and I very carefully got out but I sat on the edge like I did last night before I got in looking down at her with my eyes just scanning every inch of her.

So I have these images throughout every day to see her progress and to know when it was time and safe enough for her to start her heart.

I finally got out and waved at my sister as I walked out and I did everyday too.

Em and I would go to work if something came in that day and usually stuff came every day and my sister was back and forth from my dad's hospital until setting it up and both of us carried the laptops with us always playing that music and we swore to each other not to shut it off until the next morning after she woke up.

During the day we kept ourselves busy and I slept in the special tub at night with my wife and did the same ritual of sitting on the edge of the tub telling about the day and telling her how I feel about her and that I still missed her.

In the morning I repeat giving her a kiss and telling her how much I love her and then I carefully get out and sit on the edge and just scan her over every inch of her every single day.

Then finally two weeks later one morning sitting on the edge of the tub and when my eyes completely scanned and stopped at her lips and that's when I knew.

"It's time and I start her heart tonight and bring her home sis!" I turned my head and looked at my sister and she fell to her knees covering her mouth with one hand and the other one still hanging on the table behind her and she was crying that it was finally happening and all I could do was tip my head back and smile that smile.

I got out and waved to my sister with that smile still on my face and I took a shower in my sister's bedroom and shaved and got dressed and had my PJs and grabbed my tshirt and her boy shorts and her shower stuff as Rosey and I got her cleaned up in the bathroom and bath tub in my sister's hospital wing and set off room off from the room where the special bath tub was.

I went and sat everything up down there for tonight.

I walked back out and went back to work like any other day and when the time came close I went and changed into my scuba suit again.

I even grabbed my PJs bottoms and tshirt and undergarments to change into before I bring her home and I told Em to get our bedroom set up and ready for us to bring my wife home tonight and get her set up right away and my sister also explained to him what she needed the rest to be done that she didn't do already in our bedroom and told Em to stay here no matter what until we bring my wife back here and he said he stay away.

My sister took my stuff as we walked back together to the special tub area and I stood next to the tub this time because I had to hurry but be gentle at the same time taking and scooping her up into my arms as she took her first breath of air without choking on the water.

I carefully put both hands over her heart and tapped into her power and I already had that connection always open for her and I made that quick thrust with my hands sending the shock to her heart and she culvesed under my hands and at the same time I felt the first beat I hurried but very carefully scooped her up bridal style into my arms and as she fell against my me she took her first breathe of air and I leaned my head against hers as my eyes shut and I just cried because her heart was beating again, she was breathing and I could feel her again and I took and kept pressing soft kisses to her lips.