starting our lives New

chapter 47

      Edward pov

I finally walked back into the bathroom and shut off the water and take off my scuba suit and I feel my wife watch my every move and I just shook my head.

I gently unwrapped from the comforter and gently scooped her up and got into the water and turned her against me facing me this time and straddling my lap and I just held against me as I turned the jets on very gentle and I very carefully and slowly laid back into the water.

I just let us float there holding her against me in my arms and I just closed my eyes so I could just focus on her so I knew when she was starting to warm up.

She was starting to slowly stop shaking. I finally very slowly sat up and kept her there and very gently and softly and very slowly and carefully started cleaning her up and then I washed her hair.

I very carefully, very slowly and gently and softly laid her back into the water and carefully and slowly and carefully and gently took time and rinsed her out and I did the same when I put her conditioner in.

Then I slowly brought her back up and just pressed my lips to hers and showed her through the kiss how much I missed her and how much I really loved her.

I pressed my forehead against hers and just stared in hers eyes.

"Sis, gave me your injections for your IV tonight. Told me how to give and walked away without another word to me." I told my wife chuckling.

"Please, don't make me laugh. I haven't had pain meds yet." She whispered to me.

"Well how about I fix that for you baby?" She nodded her head and I very slowly and carefully stood up with her in my arms and sat down on her throne and laid a towel over her waist and I wrapped one around my waist and reached for her stuff and got her partially dressed from her waist down and put one of my long sleeve T-shirt on her tonight.

"You still need anything baby?" She shook her head no.

"Well that's one good thing." I said and she scrunched up her nose and shook her head and pointed to her head.

"My sister told you something?" She her head. "Do you want to tell me?" I asked her as I handed her some toilet paper and she took it from my hand.

"I still have to take the homorone injections for four days after and the muscle relaxers now." She whispered to me.

"That's fine and I will give them to you like I used to. I have no problem with that baby." I told her.

"Thank you Edward and can you start doing the injections too in my IV that's what I asked of your sister and I guess she let you." My wife whispered to me.

"Yeah, I can do that to. If that's what you really want Bella!" She nodded her head.

"That's what I want. For only you to start being the only one that does anything with me now except you know the testing and that doc has to do but the rest is you because I only feel that safe with you Edward and I'm not afraid of you and your touch or seeing me like this. At my weakest. Please understand How I feel right now Edward and it's not me going into hiding because I'm not I promise you I'm not it's I'm at my weakest here right now and your the only one I can trust right now. Always have and always will and your the only one that can keep me safe and protect me right now so please do this for me Edward I'm begging you please!" She even was begging with her eyes and tears were falling to.

"You don't ever have to ask me or beg me Bella. I do it for you in a heartbeat because I love you so much. Yes, I will do it without questioning it! You already know I made that solem promise to you and sealed it with a damn kiss that right there fucked my ass over permanently baby. She tried to giggle and I cringed when I felt the pain.