Chapter 12

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CW- ED, mentions of abuse, pregnancy 

March 4th, 1997

"What?" Valentina and I said at the exact same time. Madame Pomfrey just nodded her head.

"You, Y/n, you are pregnant," she repeated but slower.

"No," my voice was shaky. "No I cannot be pregnant check again," I was on the verge of tears. Madame Pomfrey let out a sad sigh.

"I am sorry darling, but I am positive. I have checked multiple times just to make sure."

"I think I am going to be sick," I mumbled two seconds before leaning over the cot and vomiting on the floor.

"Oh god..." Valentina stepped to the side and pulled my hair back. I heard Madame Pomfrey scurry off while Valentina held my hair and rubbed my back. Madame Pomfrey quickly returned and magicked the vomit away. I sat up and was greeted with a potion in my face.

"Take this dear, it will help with the morning sickness you are experiencing."

"Thanks," I mumbled and took the potion from Madame Pomfrey. It tasted vile but worked instantly.

"Now, I do have to tell you that you are severely underweight Y/n, you should not even be allowed to play quidditch. How you aren't passed out every day is beyond me," she sighed disappointedly, "That being said, your options on what to do with this pregnancy are slimmer due to the risks your weight puts you at."

"Oh..." I do not know what to say, I am not ready to wrap my head around any options until I process the fact I am pregnant first. "Can I come back to talk about the options please, I think I need to go lay down."

"Of course, come back when you are ready, dear," she smiled sadly and wrote me up a pass to skip my classes for the next day. Valentina walked me back up to our dorm. Neither of us said a word on the way. Once we got to our room Valentina locked the door behind us while I changed into pajamas and climbed into bed.

"Fucking hell Y/n!" Valentina began to pace, "You're pregnant!"

"I heard," I grumbled and watched her pace around the room.

"I just can't believe it!" She looked more freaked out than me but I think that's just because it didn't sink in for me yet. For some strange reason watching her freak out made me feel much calmer. "Is the baby Lucius's?"

"Obviously, he's the only man I ever slept with," I sighed.

"Oh my god!" She continued to pace, "That makes the baby Draco's sibling!"

"I've realized."

"Merlin Y/n! What are you going to do?!" She looked at me.

"I don't bloody know!" She stopped pacing and sat at the foot of my bed. "What would you do?!" She sighed.

"I don't know, I mean if I got pregnant with Sirius I would talk to him but probably keep it," she shrugged, "We're almost out of school anyways, and I love him. But for you, Y/n, you're pregnant because he raped you, and you would be having Draco's sibling. They are not comparable situations, if I were you I would get rid of the baby without saying a word to anyone but it's your body and your baby and you need to think about it and decide okay? You will figure it out, I promise," she held my hand.

"Thanks..." I sighed, "I just need to think, none of this feels real," I played with my hands in my lap, "Once I get my thoughts sorted out I will go talk to Pomfrey about my options."

"Good, but in the meantime maybe you should stop skipping meals because you look like shit," she gave me a sad smile.

"I love you too," I was not in the mood for this conversation. "Go tell everyone I am out sick. I just want to get some rest."

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