Myra All Mine

Chapter 21

Lucas's Pov
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When I got to my room, I immediately shut the door behind me....what had I done....I could've let her down easier, but there's only so much I could've done while being listened to.....I don't even think she'd ever want to see my face again.....

I hurt the girl I love...., she'll never trust me again...

I sat defeatedly on the floor with my body leaning on the door

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Third Person Pov
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A girl with a flower dress was shown in a room packing stuff into a large suitcase, along with other stuff. The girl had a face void of any emotions, with dried tear marks

She was packing as she suddenly came across a photo of what appeared to be a man and woman in a photo booth, with the man kissing the woman's cheek

She looked like she was going to dispose of the photo, then suddenly she put the photo in her suitcase and closed it up

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Amika's Pov
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I decided to pack immediately because I wanted to get away from....you know who as soon as possible, I didn't want to see his face for a while atleast

I..felt so empty inside, like my heart had been pulled out of my chest, I was so hurt and I cried so much that....no more tears will come out

For some reason, I felt more emotional than usual and to make things worse I had some really bad nausea

If I wasn't so empty inside....I probably would have thrown up by now, but right now I didn't even have energy for that..I felt dizzy and all I wanted to do was sleep

And have a proper crying session with ice cream and sad videos to cry to but.....there are no more tears to be wasted....

For now atleast...I wasn't going to cry over something like this...

It was nearly 7pm, and atleast I'd already fed Myra her dinner and atleast she'd fall asleep on a full stomach, I didn't feel like eating at all, my stomach felt like a water mattress, one poke and everything would come out

So I put on my PJ's, got into the bed while scrolling through my phone but all my phone's socials were showing me was couple inspo, anniversary, birthdays

It's like the world was playing a cruel trick on me.

I set my phone on the table connected to the bed's headboard, and instead tried to sleep....but with no avail

If only I'd cried myself to sleep........sheesh what were these sudden hormones, normally I would just try to delusionise myself.....then I'd get over it.....and I can't exactly blame my hormones

Those feelings I had for Lucas were all real.....and to find out that they weren't reciprocated...just hurt me so much more....but it also puzzled me

All of a sudden, his girlfriend came back, all out of the blue...

The thoughts I had finally managed to drowse me to sleep...

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5am
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I had to get up early because the plane would be leaving at 6:30am, and yes we were using his plane...only because it was dangerous for Myra to be around other people due to his  popularity and fame, and crazy teenage girls head over heels in love with him...

I told him that I wanted to leave the very next day, on text....I wanted a bit of space for a while....

So I got Myra up, to get her bathed and dressed, even though she fussed alot, and nearly cried, I dressed her up in something comfortable...a beige sweatshirt and a grey trousers...